i pretty much lost everything in this world..
my tennis game is going down.. and my motivation to go on the courts is just non existent..
my g/f hates me because I, myself is just a scumbag..
and all i wanna do is just fucked up so i don't have to remember what a crappy life im having..
and well sometimes i just fucked up so maybe ill go into some self-induced coma..
i don't know whats wrong..
my tennis game is going down.. and my motivation to go on the courts is just non existent..
my g/f hates me because I, myself is just a scumbag..
and all i wanna do is just fucked up so i don't have to remember what a crappy life im having..
and well sometimes i just fucked up so maybe ill go into some self-induced coma..
i don't know whats wrong..