domo87

so last night ive found myself staring into what it seemed a mirror.. but i was looking at myself for some reason.. i was standing lifeless with what seemed a line dissecting me half, from front to back, top to bottom.. as i walked around, or floated around i saw myself awake.. surprised i had both a frown and a sad face going on at...
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i am gonna break it even if it means i can no longer use it..

so last night after i had an amazing night with the one and only i love

i had this weird survival dream. starting out by just waking up on a usual day. see'ing my g/f off as usual then going to work.. then i noticed that it was REALLY quiet while driving to work.. no cars.. no people walking.. then when i got to work...
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kinda torn now.. i don't know what to do for my big 25, 4 year anniversary.. see my birthday is on the 5th of july.. and my 4 years with my love is on the 27th.. i dunno what i wanna do though.. sex obviously but that's AFTER all that ive gotten.. so far on my list of stuff was, a new stringer.. new shoes...
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ahh life is going well.. just some minor snags here and there.. so first things first, I HATE TENNIS ELBOW!!.. ugh why can't i practice normal without straining my arm till the point where it doesn't want me to practice no more.. i felt total sluggish in a couple of my games tonight and a little disappointed in my performance.. but nothing like a little...
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so my gf isn't with me tonight :-(.. damn i haven't felt this lonely ever.. Its only been a couple of hours since i last saw her.. but fuck i really miss her and i am so worried.. i don't know what to do for her.. i am trying to be everything, do everything, and just smile for her.. i feel so bad and i...
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DAMN thank god for a reup!.. holy hell its been forever and i just got some killer ass bud..

made my gf pass out.. teehee..

we also went sex shopping today.. got some nice lube.. another glass dildo for 9.99 ( good deal and looks fun ) and a new vibrator.. all yours from yours truely

love you babycakes..

so its been awhile since ive been back on the courts.. last night i had some good fun.. usually im hitting with some of my college buddies off the team but..... there on vaca :-(.. so i went back to MY place of zen..

actually i was surprised.. from back in the day (when i was about 13) there used to be NO ONE at...
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CCHHAA!! i love me some good weed.. too bad i didn't take a picture of the bud.. it was SOO DENSE!! .. my seller said it was called grand daddy grape ape.. too me.. it sounded like. " smoke me now.. then fuck you g/f.. plus im good shit... ".. maybe there wassen't a wink with a tinkle but still.. good bud.. good times.. good...
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working all day every day can seem to take it out of me.. Delivery driver from usually 10:30 to whenever they want to let me loose.. then usually school if it was in the fall or such.. then Tennis from whenever i decide to walk in.. then its lessons after lessons after lessons.. then talking to there parents and children about how to make your...
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i pretty much lost everything in this world..

my tennis game is going down.. and my motivation to go on the courts is just non existent..

my g/f hates me because I, myself is just a scumbag..

and all i wanna do is just fucked up so i don't have to remember what a crappy life im having..

and well sometimes i just fucked up...
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