I burnt my ear...on accident with straightening iron. Its crusty and liquid was oozing.
Should heal well, after shoving my head by the faucet.
poor lil' deb
Well, I'm healthy again and I decided to follow the starvation trend.
No, I wont starve but I will, not eat if Im not hungry..
ie-offers, more than the required serving and even on Holidays
..Will power, gonna test it.
I am ok with myself now but Im curious to go back to my weight like when I was in high school. I miss the sunken collar bones, minimality on the cheeks and boobs. Nuttin wrong with being a PSW. I just dont wanna be labeled that.
I never did so if its size 12 and up, thats messed up. Thats me. So for my height and frame I have to weigh at least 165.
I can do it in 6 months.
Quinne looks divine now.
Change is welcomed. And with my height why not take advantage and do the model thing..not actually model but who knows..I still have the baby face..so..its something to think about.
Now I did model at 14 weighing (95 lbs thats 40 kg) in Bolivia.
Never did it prior to the show and yes, I almost fell off the platform. Never wore heels for that long and I felt awkward.
Lasted 3 minutes and I wanted some champagne and drugs..nix teh drugs..but yes, it felt good to be gawked at and admired.
((sigh))
I love comedians.
Carlin, Maher, Lopez, Izzard, Harvey, Cantone, Cook(assholish but somewhat funny), ..I always watch their specials when available and my God..I will laugh till I wheeze.
Best medicine out there. I am funny and times I dont even know it. Good to be praised. (???!!)
Just want to say I luv those that stay tuned to this crazy ass journal of mine. I wouldnt be here if it wasnt for you folks.
** It might seem overly dramatic at times, depending on the entry but in all sincerity I am lucky and I really shouldnt complain. We all have our ups and downs, its a part of life.
Documenting the silly stuff is what makes the reading worthwhile.
I tried writing in a real diary back in 03' ended after 2 days.
Come to thinking..I did have a full years worth of stuff all dedicated to my then crush back In New Mexico 2001.
He was the one I wanted to lose my V with, and he was hurt when It didnt happen 
but because I didnt wanna disappoint him. I look at the book now, and I shake my head in confusion and delight. It was so innocent. He is around but is just a friend. Just a friend.
Should heal well, after shoving my head by the faucet.
poor lil' deb
Well, I'm healthy again and I decided to follow the starvation trend.
No, I wont starve but I will, not eat if Im not hungry..
ie-offers, more than the required serving and even on Holidays
..Will power, gonna test it.
I am ok with myself now but Im curious to go back to my weight like when I was in high school. I miss the sunken collar bones, minimality on the cheeks and boobs. Nuttin wrong with being a PSW. I just dont wanna be labeled that.
I never did so if its size 12 and up, thats messed up. Thats me. So for my height and frame I have to weigh at least 165.
I can do it in 6 months.
Quinne looks divine now.
Change is welcomed. And with my height why not take advantage and do the model thing..not actually model but who knows..I still have the baby face..so..its something to think about.
Now I did model at 14 weighing (95 lbs thats 40 kg) in Bolivia.
Never did it prior to the show and yes, I almost fell off the platform. Never wore heels for that long and I felt awkward.
Lasted 3 minutes and I wanted some champagne and drugs..nix teh drugs..but yes, it felt good to be gawked at and admired.
((sigh))
I love comedians.
Carlin, Maher, Lopez, Izzard, Harvey, Cantone, Cook(assholish but somewhat funny), ..I always watch their specials when available and my God..I will laugh till I wheeze.
Best medicine out there. I am funny and times I dont even know it. Good to be praised. (???!!)
Just want to say I luv those that stay tuned to this crazy ass journal of mine. I wouldnt be here if it wasnt for you folks.
** It might seem overly dramatic at times, depending on the entry but in all sincerity I am lucky and I really shouldnt complain. We all have our ups and downs, its a part of life.
Documenting the silly stuff is what makes the reading worthwhile.
I tried writing in a real diary back in 03' ended after 2 days.
Come to thinking..I did have a full years worth of stuff all dedicated to my then crush back In New Mexico 2001.
He was the one I wanted to lose my V with, and he was hurt when It didnt happen but because I didnt wanna disappoint him. I look at the book now, and I shake my head in confusion and delight. It was so innocent. He is around but is just a friend. Just a friend.
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twistedone:
i'm really sorry about your ear! Sounds like straightening your hair is a hazardous job.
psychemoon:
keep on writing your "crazy assed" journal, it's fun and interesting... can be a good bit of therapy at times too...