domnicella

I feel sick again ..

Maybe cause um I um need some lovin'

Most likely it's due to the change of weather.
It was beautiful today, then it started to get chilly and now it's gonna go back to the icky climate.
I want spring. I want it now!

High school reunion coming up and I don't think I'm gonna go.
To see their faces again but all wrinkly, no thanks.
I know my ex crush would be there. I saw him with a kid not long ago. That just blew my mind. Now that i think about it, might be worth a go. See what my friends say and I just might stop by. Its in June anyways, plenty of time for that.

My new bed came.
I'm in redoing my room mode and hopefully it comes out according to plan. My creative juices are flowing. My next project will be my guy's place..if he lets me.

I miss his bed with him in it.

I'm in a good mood so I will say how lucky I am to have him stick around for so long..dont know why he did but he did.

((starts getting all emotional and a tear drops))



no, not really
Seriously, I've been really happy ever since and that's not easy for me to be.

I recall the stomach pains were not the reason I felt ill but it was "the butterflies in stomach" sensation that he caused. I haven't had that in a long time and that's just a way my body says, uh oh..you like him!

I just hope I'm everything well least something he had imagined I would be.
Hate to dissapoint.


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