Had a nice Thanksgiving, even the rain didnt damper my mood.
Just ate enough to satisfy the belly and starting December I will have to have major control on myself and see where it gets me in a few months. Just have to plan, like a schedule and keep it.
Am I such a horrible person?
I didnt think so but to some I appear to be. To be cornered isnt a great thing neither is to get finger pointed at but as of lately everyone is right and Im always wrong. Not one bit exaggerated but true. I still can sleep at night, I dont know about the rest who have issues.
Friends may be there to the end but until they have their own "life" whom they will be sharing it with their partner, they will slowly drift away and focus on themselves rather than their "friends". Thats just life. Few will accept it but its inevitable.
If youre not happy with me, you are free to go. I cant force anyone to stay.
Id be the last person to make someone have any insecurities. Im sure there are worst cases out there involving cheating, bisexuality, leeches(money hungry people), verbal, physical abuse and so on but from what it appears, my relationship which isnt anything as critical as those and "my other half" for 1 is bothered by me not putting my 2 cents on his thoughts.*sigh*
I need a handbook..or better yet this:
Thought he knew me better than some but apparently we still dont know enough about each other.
It's the good girls who keep diaries; the bad girls never have the time.
Tallulah Bankhead
Just ate enough to satisfy the belly and starting December I will have to have major control on myself and see where it gets me in a few months. Just have to plan, like a schedule and keep it.
Am I such a horrible person?
I didnt think so but to some I appear to be. To be cornered isnt a great thing neither is to get finger pointed at but as of lately everyone is right and Im always wrong. Not one bit exaggerated but true. I still can sleep at night, I dont know about the rest who have issues.
Friends may be there to the end but until they have their own "life" whom they will be sharing it with their partner, they will slowly drift away and focus on themselves rather than their "friends". Thats just life. Few will accept it but its inevitable.
If youre not happy with me, you are free to go. I cant force anyone to stay.
Id be the last person to make someone have any insecurities. Im sure there are worst cases out there involving cheating, bisexuality, leeches(money hungry people), verbal, physical abuse and so on but from what it appears, my relationship which isnt anything as critical as those and "my other half" for 1 is bothered by me not putting my 2 cents on his thoughts.*sigh*
I need a handbook..or better yet this:
Thought he knew me better than some but apparently we still dont know enough about each other.
It's the good girls who keep diaries; the bad girls never have the time.
Tallulah Bankhead