dominoe

I"m vegan yet i dissect animals every Monday. It drives me mad. I am studying to be a mortician and have to take mad bio classes to get my degree. My bio currently is anatomy and phisiology. BLECH. I have to convince myself I'm dissecting humans just to get through the day. Sound morbid? It is. but I have come to terms with it and have found a job that fits me. So, I haven't really felt like writing about it because I hate animal experimentation. I have written papers on why it is wrong and so forth, yet in order to get my degree for a jizzob, I have to become a hypocrit. Fuck it. I have a kid I have to feed. Unfortunately getting naked doesn't pay the bills. unless I'm rubbing on a guys crotch or fornicating with a goat. I mean if you can take a goat dick, go for it!! wish I could. As I was saying, this class has been fairly difficult. Every Monday I have some animal part sitting in a bucket of embalming fluid, waiting to be sliced and diced. Not to mention the fact that it was bred in captivity strictly for that purpose! UGH. So, I have already done a sheep brain, and a fetal pig, and a sows uterus full of unborn piglettes and let me tell you that last one was harsh. BUT today was extremely tough. We had to do a sheep heart. I know what your thinking, how is just a heart harder then an entire fetal pig?! well besides the fact that my partner named ours pig newton, it was sad but necessary. I learned a lot. so in my defense it was a means to an end, the end being a good grade on my test which raised my c to a b. so you think im a sell out fuck you i will have a career while you continue to flip burgers. Well now, this heart on the other hand was covered in a thick layer of FAT. That's right. It smelled like the grease that dried on a pan after someone just cooked bacon. It was thick and creamy and stuck to your gloves. For one who doesn't eat meat, it was the most disgusting thing ever. The smell of formaldahyde was nasty on all of the other subjects but this was foul. not only did it have the stench of death but attached to it was fatty tissue that you had to scrape off with a scalpel. I accidentally flung some on me and when i went to flick it off I got more on me. It was torture. After the dissection was finished i washed my hands and came home. I tried eating and all I can smell is bacon grease. I am going to take a shower a.s.a.p. I just reallyfelt the need to share.

xoxo Dominoe