dominoe

IM A FUCKINJG BITCH!!

so heres the deal, i have an ex boyfriend who is my boyfriend some days and my ex the other days. im going to call him MR.BIG.

i own two cars.
a corvette and a truck.

he owns a car.

soooooooo..... my friend kelsey borrowed Mr.Bigs car because my truck has no tail lights and my vette was somewhere else. she went home after work and took his car. therefore in the morning he took my daughter to day care and took my truck home. by now my vette is back. but kelsey had work so she went straight there in Mr.bigs car.

are you all with me??

Mr.Big = my truck
kelsey = his car

so then Mr. big comes back and the truck is low. we take the vette to the movies. we beat kelsey back so he dropps me off and takes my vette. kelsey comes home and picks me up in his car so we can go tanning......i didnt tan she did. i like my pasty skin!!... ok so then we go to lunch and i pick up some things from the mall. we go outside and its pouring down rain. we hop in the car and it wont start.

you still with me??

Mr.Big = vette
Me and Kels = DEAD CAR

so i call Mr.Big over and over. no answer. its getting late and i still have to go back home pick up my truck and get my daughter before it gets late because i have no insurance, no licsence and no tail lights!! finally he calls. i tell him his car is broken and he needs to come get me so i can get my daughter. by now its past sun down so either way im fucked!! well he wasnt to happy!! he thought it was my fault!!

heres where i get nasty!!

i yelled and told him he was worthless just like his worthless car. OUCH!! kelse called for us to get a ride. by then Mr.Big was on his way. i told him not to come. our ride showed and i called Mr.Big back. he hung up on me like a child. but i have no room to talk. i then called back and said the most hurtful things you can think to tell someone that you are in love besides that you cheated on them!! i told him he was worthless and i asked him what he did for me....he said he didnt know because im obviously not happy. not true. i just have short fuse and a bad temper!! i told him the only thing he was good for was sex. i then said i wish he wasnt as big of a dick as the dick in his pants. i literally saw the words coming outof my mouth!! i feel horrible. it didnt get any better after that. i dunno. sometimes i just really dont know how to shut my mouth. i wish i could just fucking learn. anyways then i realized he had my vette. i dropped off kels and she drove it home.

me = truck
kels = vette
Mr.Big = dead car at the mall

im such a bitch!


does anyone have any suggestions about being with someone they care about and getting super pissed and NOT blowing up on them. i just really would like some input.


to my Mr.Big. im super sorry. i know you said you dont want to talk to me but i hope you do. i feel horrible.