dominica

It doesn't get easier like they say it will. I pick up the phone to call you only to realize you're not at the other end anymore. I don't want the memories, I want you. I'm still trying to wrap my head and heart around the idea that you're really gone. There's an aching in my chest, maybe it's the anxiety. Maybe it's the pressure of knowing you're gone for good. The hardest thing is not talking to someone you talked to everyday. It's been almost 3 years and it still hurts.