Today's Chuck was great. NBC better not cancel it. The "too be continued" at the end was a good sign.
So many of my favourite shows have been canceled lately, I'll be quite upset if it happens to another.
I have so much packing to do, but I have been fucking sick. Which is miserable and terrible. It is making it really hard to get work done. Whenever I start packing stuff up I just ended up feeling dizzy.
I got a call from the Barnes and Noble in Glendale telling me that apparently they don't even need to talk to my assistant manager, I just need to go in there when I move and talk to the manager, and barring her hating me they should be able to put me on the schedule in a few weeks. That would be awesome. It would be pretty fucking fantastic to move to LA and have a job pretty much when I get there. Especially with what I have heard about the job market in LA.
Plus, the minimum wage out there is more than what I have been making here.
My self esteem has been in the pits. I know I haven't been single very long, but it still stings to find out that the guys I have been interested in for awhile are now seeing people. It makes me feel... unwanted and unloved I guess.
It isn't even that I was hoping to hope right in to something. I know it is probably best if I be single for awhile. but I would like to have my options available to me.
Not having been on the dating scene in so long, I feel kind of clueless and hopeless.
I've always been the kind of person who needs the availability of human contact.
I guess we'll see what happens when I move out there.
So many of my favourite shows have been canceled lately, I'll be quite upset if it happens to another.
I have so much packing to do, but I have been fucking sick. Which is miserable and terrible. It is making it really hard to get work done. Whenever I start packing stuff up I just ended up feeling dizzy.
I got a call from the Barnes and Noble in Glendale telling me that apparently they don't even need to talk to my assistant manager, I just need to go in there when I move and talk to the manager, and barring her hating me they should be able to put me on the schedule in a few weeks. That would be awesome. It would be pretty fucking fantastic to move to LA and have a job pretty much when I get there. Especially with what I have heard about the job market in LA.
Plus, the minimum wage out there is more than what I have been making here.
My self esteem has been in the pits. I know I haven't been single very long, but it still stings to find out that the guys I have been interested in for awhile are now seeing people. It makes me feel... unwanted and unloved I guess.
It isn't even that I was hoping to hope right in to something. I know it is probably best if I be single for awhile. but I would like to have my options available to me.
Not having been on the dating scene in so long, I feel kind of clueless and hopeless.
I've always been the kind of person who needs the availability of human contact.
I guess we'll see what happens when I move out there.
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Once you get re-adjusted to it, being single isn't so bad. Heather, you are smart, pretty, and charismatic - you just need to remind yourself of that. Plus you're FREE to do whatever you want with whomever you want!
I wish I could afford to come visit you. It would be nice to see you, and other L.A. people.
And Barnes and Nobles is my dream job!!
ahhhhh just take a break from dating. Trust me you're gorgeous and if you're even half as amazing as your looks you're an amazing catch
p.s.
thanks for the advice... it really made me fell better about college and grades and such