dolphingirl001

hey everyone well i finally got a free moment to write in my journal and see how everyone is doing. things have been crazy(of course) well ive just been working a shit load and the first of this week i went out of town for a couple of day which was sooooo nice cause i needed it. i wish i could have stayed longer but fu*king time is a bitch and i swear it hates me. other than that ive been trying to get ready for xmas and all that shit. i love xmas but at the same time i hate it. i hate shopping and dealing with people and all there bullshit and i hate having to bounce around to different houses and to be somewhere that i really dont want to be or where i really dont feel welcome and on top of all my family stuff that i have to deal with i have to work on xmas eve but at the same time i love xmas, i love getting a tree(which this year i got my first tree by myself) i also love wrapping presents and giving them to people that i love and seeing there faces when they open them. i love just sitting in my living room with the lights off and looking at my tree all lit up with presents under it, everything just falls into place and for once i can exhale. well the next week is going to be crazy so if i dont chat with any of you before then i hope you all have a merry christmas and i hope you all get what you want have a good rest of the weekend and chat with you all later.