Hewo, SGland! It wasn't my intention to make this blog long, but... my mind got right into it XD Like I said in my previous blogs, I would love to get back into writing blogs again... but sometimes, I really don't know what to talk about ^_^; I don't really update you on how I am going or what I am up to, cause I usually am not interested in talking much about me. But since I have been working a lot on myself lately, here's some stuff... at least.
I am now working a new job! People who know me know that I HATED my old job. It was a really toxic environment to work in, it was draining all my energy even if I hadn't spent any throughout the day, and I had no motivation for 2 years because of it. But I finally moved from this place. I liked my coworkers, but the bosses were pieces of **** and I just couldn't take it anymore. We were getting so much shit for the poor salary we were getting, on top of working from 2 to 9pm which was horrible. Although I now need to wake up early in the morning, I am finishing at 3pm, which is more my dream schedule. I have so much more time for my content creating job now, and a lot more motivation for it! I won't tell you in detail what my new job entails, but I am basically working as a transcriber for the Immigration and Refugee Board of Canada. Which is a huuuuuuge step up from being a grocery cashier. Plus, I am working from home, so there will be no more old men hitting on me....
As such, with my new job, as I said, it gives me more time to work on my content creating job and my hobbies. And so, I have expanded the stuff that I am doing. I am getting more and more into cosplay as well, so this will be a new added thing on my list. I am no longer doing this for money, but I still consider it a second job. It was my main job for maybe a year and half when it became my primary source of income, but as of now, I am no more obligated to "force" myself to do some things. So I am really focusing on what I really like to do (mainly photography, modelling and cosplay, and I am trying to get into Tiktok as well). I really want to say this, as some people still expect me to do porn, which I do not do anymore for personal reasons. When I dabbled into it, I wasn't really listening to myself; not that I regret doing it, I tried it, it had its fun times, but it is just not me. My brand is really to be this virtual anime girl, or anime waifu as many people call it lol and I just felt that doing porn, it was exposing myself too much. And so I stopped. A lot of people decided to not follow me or subscribe to me after this, which truly revealed to me who my real supporters were. I am actually glad I made this move because of this. I got rid of people who were just interested in seeing a girl going at it.... and who were not interested in my art in any way.
For those who stuck with me though even after dropping porn, thank you so much! I must admit that I was doing it more for the money, and it was giving me more money, but now that I have a steady job, I do not have any more anxiety over making enough money for the month. I can basically do whatever I want. And I can now focus on what is more important to me. I haven't dropped any of my projects, and I fully intend to go through with them. I am taking it slow, as now I can allow myself to go at my own pace, so that everything I do is perfect. I am a perfectionist after all lol
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So, for those of you who are interested, here is a list of the stuff I do (and did):
First off, I really got into doing streams on Twitch lately. I really like to combine gaming and streaming, as sometimes streaming on SG or even on OF, it can be quite awkward since the last few times I streamed on here, people were being quiet and it was kind of boring. It seemed like I was just talking to myself, and my jam is to actually exchange with people. But on Twitch, even if people decide to be quiet, I am playing games and I still engage with the audience while gaming, so it is a bit more interesting. I don't really have a gaming computer (maybe I will get one someday) and I mainly stream on Xbox One, but I still have fun on there. I actually reached affiliates in no time, so that's a plus! Some examples of games I've played on Twitch are Ori and The Blind Forest, Ori and The Will of The Wisps, Left 4 Dead, Catherine, Spyro The Reignited Trilogy, Doki Doki Literature Club, and many more.
You can always subscribe to my Twitch account HERE ! I do cosplays sometimes on there too!
I've been focusing on expanding my brand more and more recently, and one site I use for it is Gumroad. I might have promoted it a couple of times here, actually. I post sets that I don't create for SG on there, except I post way more pictures per sets (around at least 80+). Since I might in the future just keep my SG sets that have been bought, which the list is not super long for now.... well, if you are interested, you can enjoy more of my work over there! My sets on Gumroad are usually more to my image, since on SG we are limited about how we can do things (like wearing wigs, or heavy make-up for instance).
You can visit my Gumroad HERE !
Here are some of the sets I've done so far and which you can purchase on Gumroad at the moment:
Title: Coeur
Number of photos: 76
Title: Pink
Number of photos: 96
Title: Denim Dreams
Number of photos: 157
And of course, even though I dropped porn, I still have my OnlyFans account. I have a paid one and a free one (which I only use for lewds, since Instagram is a bitch for that). Nothing really changed on my OnlyFans, except the fact I don't do anything sexual on it anymore, except nudes and stuff, of course.
You can access both my accounts here FREE and PAID !
And of course, my photobook! This is a dear project of mine that is advancing really slow, but in winter, I can't really do much of anything. This project, if you are wondering, is a project that will be entirely done by me, with the help of my partner (he takes the pictures). But I am basically in charge of everything else. It will basically be a book containing photos of all my different looks (I will do a digital version and a physical version). And yes, people will be able to get a physical copy! I plan of printing around 80 photos and assembles them into a book (with a cover and everything). I've been wanting to do this for quite a while now, and I finally have the tools for it! I don't know how many looks will be in the book, but I hope to manage to do 8 or 10. I won't show any of the pictures, so it will be a secret, but I do have some peeks for those who are wondering how it will look.
Here are 3 pictures of 3 different looks I've done for it (those pics will be the only previews):
Welllllll I won't make this too longer ^_^; Thank you if you read the whole thing! I don't know when I will be making another blog, so I guess the fact my blogs are kind of long evens out, I guess! This is where I basically am, and of course, I still have the intention of making new sets for SG, but I have no idea when that will be. For now, I am focusing on all my projects.
~ DollyPanda ~
