Hewo, SGland! I know this year is not over, but I thought about popping this blog up a little early. I'm pretty sure nothing will come up in December, other than my birthday and Christmas, so I thought I would get this blog going. This blog might be long, I'm sorry, but thank you so much for those who will read it! This year has had ups and downs for everybody, I am sure, so my year was probably very similar to a lot of you. This pandemic caught us all off guard and plunged us into turmoil like we've never lived before. We all hope 2021 will be better and I wish for everyone that it will be so! This year, I felt more disappointment and anger like I've never felt before; my big trip to Japan was cancelled (luckily moved to April 2021 now), my summer was trash, and the last year of my twenties was just thrown out the window, and I am pretty sure my 30th birthday that is coming up will be nothing special. Although, I shouldn't be complaining as I've been working all this time and financially speaking, I'm doing great... I know on this aspect it has been really harsh on a lot of people.
BUT! In every hard situation, some sparks of happiness happened. In January 2020, I finally signed up to SuicideGirls. I really wanted to give it a shot after being interested in becoming a SG since the age of 18. I am super happy that @gregorhidalgo contacted me to release my very first set (or should I say setsssss) for SuicideGirls, which I shot in February, only a little over a month after signing up. Sets on SG take sooooooooooooo long to go live, we all know it, so I spent most of my time building up my reputation and my image on this site. I am a girl who is very competitive, yet very supportive (I really miss doing my Hopeful Support Blogs!), and I have a lot of ambitions, so I hope I can become a perfect SuicideGirl one day; a SG who is always doing her best, taking care of her fans and her fellows SG and Hopefuls, and hopefully be a mentor and a helpful member to this wonderful community.
And then, my debut set 一緒に漫画を読みましょう hit member review on July 20, 2020. I must say I really hoped turning pink, but I did not think it would have been with this set. I was so flabbergasted when I got the email only 2 weeks later that it was chosen as set of the day! But thinking about it now, I am glad this set got it. All of my sets are different facets of my personality, and this one in particular reflects how I was as a teenager. In high school, I was heavily into manga and anime, so it made sense to release this set first hand. I had so much fun shooting with @gregorhidalgo as he knows what he's doing and can make you feel so comfortable. I was also surprised when @ojtheviking shouted me out on his weekly blogs which I love to read because this is a way for me to catch up on all the great sets I've missed! I've started to notice how great a community SG really is!
A month after my first set came out, my second one Not so Sheepish went live. This set is one of my favourite as sheep are my favourite animals. Although I hoped this set would make SOTD, it still isn't (I am not losing hope, but after 3-4 months, it is very unlikely it will be.) I am still super happy with this set and it was actually the very first one I ever shot. It is still in MR at over 2.5k, so hopefully, it'll get SOTD at some point... let's hope! And this set reveals the cute side of my personality even though I am still trying to make more mature-looking sets. I am not staying away from cute, but I would also like to be as sexy as some of the SG out there!
My newest set My Favourite Thriller hit MR on Tuesday! Yet again, this set shows my love for horror movies. It now sits at 1.7k, and it would be amazing if I can get SOTD for my birthday, but yet again, this set has been slowing down. Nevertheless, I am proud of this set, I am happy with all of my sets actually! Since this set is so fresh, I don't have much to say about it, so here are the sets that are now in queue! (And many more will come!)
Afternoon Tea, which is a more relax-themed set (set to be released in about a month);
Grown Up Me, a set that depicts more of a mature version of myself (set to be released in about 3 months);
Impatiently Waiting (set to be released in 4 months);
My Reflection, a new favourite set which you will be able to see every angles of myself (set to be released in 5 months).
And of course, I am planning to do many more sets, and me and @gregorhidalgo are in talking about doing more anime-like sets in which I will use my anime-like lingerie, and I am super excited about this! 2021 will be jampacked with sets, so I hope you will enjoy! As this year is coming to an end, I still have a lot of things I am grateful for. I met so many wonderful people on SG, first my dear friend @charmed with who I try to talk to regularly. She was probably the first girl on here I became friends with. Thank you for always believing in me, and I hope one day you turn pink! Second, even though we don't talk a lot, @olgakulaga is one SG who inspires me. Her sets are all so beautiful and she is pretty supportive! Third, of course, @gregorhidalgo because I couldn't have done all this without him. I feel models need to shout out and be more grateful towards their photographers, as they would not be where they are without them. And of course, to all members who've been following me and supporting me! You are all awesome, and I love talking to you all during my streams.
It is true that this year was trash, but looking back into it, I've accomplished so much. I turned pink, which was a dream to be part of SG since I was young and I was hoping to do so before hitting 30. I've started my own business with OnlyFans and it's been going super well for me (which by the way my OnlyFans is only $3 right now for a month! Had to slip some promotion there, sorry lol) And I hope to continue both SG and OF as this is really what I want to do. I know this job is hard and sometimes, people just don't believe in it, but I could not see myself doing anything else for now.
I hope I said everything I wanted to say, but I don't want to make this blog any longer. I hope 2021 will be a little bit better, I hope you will all enjoy my sets for 2021 (and I will be starting the new year with a set!), and I hope you will all continue to support me! I will surely continue to support my fellow SG and hopefuls.
Thank you so much!
DollyPanda
