dollfacepunk

it's been 3 years since i've been on here...and i only did it to retrieve some old photos and have a nostalgic moment...

Joe makes everything better.

Anywho..I went to the doctor today and it was basically a waste of time cause he wouldn't listen to me and I could only talk about things so much with my mother in the room as not to worry her. So i got set up with these meds that i should NOT be on..but i thought I'd give the doc the...
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I'm tired of this feeling. I need a change. I don't wanna feel like i can't breathe due to things i stress about for no reason. Just a little sanity would be nice. Lithium. A break from bipolar shitty-ness. Good deal.

This weekend was one of the best i've ever had. Period. And I'm glad I got to spend it with the most important person that I love the most in my life.

i love joe.

I'm sick as a bastard. WTF. It just hit me like a ton of bricks already. I haven't slept in like 2 nights. I just can't get myself to actually sleep now..maybe it's the cold medicine. Who knows. Anyways. I'm super stoked about this weekend. Finally having a saturday off and I get to spend it with Joe cause he planned a fucking kick ass...
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Yesterday Joe skipped work to hang out with me..which was awesome. We don't get to spend that much time together. So we went to the huge salvation army in fitchburg...nothing good. So then we went on a search to find Joe's Lemmy halloween costume shit...found a cool vest and some boots he spray painted white..lmao. It's so awesome. I decided to be Joan Jett. Now...
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So last night me and my other half drove around and looked in people's windows. My favorite past time haha. It may have been slightly uneventful but still a good time for me. And I love being with joe when he tells me things while i'm driving that almost make me piss myself. Good times. I hope the rest of the week is just as...
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It's hard to feel like I don't constantly ruin everyone's lives. I do know how to ruin a moment. I hate it when people won't let me take it back when they know i can't control myself. And I don't do things on purpose. It's a mental issue. And I always feel like nobody understands that. They just act like I'm a total asshole. I...
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Opening the store today. No bosses all weekend. Work stresses me too much and my social and home life is suffering because of it...maybe I'll just drop saturdays. Deal with the money cut. I need to make some changes soon. I think I just ripped my finger open...mmm I need to go get coffee before work. Later.