BASICS
Your gender: if you can't tell, we're in trouble.
Straight/gay/bi?: straight.
Single?: happily taken.
Want to be?: do I want to be single? NO! do I want to be taken? as long as it's by my cop, hell yea.
Your birth day: 691983
Age you act: I think about 25 or so
Age you wish you were: happy where I am
Your height: 5'4
The color of your eyes: really dark brown
Happy with it?: absolutely
The color of your hair: dark brown with light brown streaks from where I dyed the platinum out
Happy with it?: I have calico hair. I'm ready for something different.
Left/right/ambidextrous?: right handed.
Your living arrangement?: part time, I live in my own house, alone, no pets. the rest of the time, i live with my cop and his big black lab, alley.
Your family: mom, step dad and me.
What's your job: currently working out my final two week obligation to dispatch truck drivers...soon to be an undercover shopper spying on and taking down shoplifters.
Piercings?: Not nearly as many as I used to have...I'm now down to just my right nostril, right tragus and cartilage, 3 holes in each lobe, and my belly button.
Tattoos?: See profile...there haven't been any new additions.
Obsessions? police and crime scene investigation shows, SG, getting my nails done, make-up, sunglasses, and shoes.
Pets: none of my own...my parents took my puppy bella and my honey has his dog...
A must have accessory: the watch my honey got me for christmas
Do you speak another language?: pretty fluent in spanish
Have a favorite quote?: "Well-behaved women rarely make history."
Do you have a webpage?: nope
DEEP THOUGHTS
Do you live in the moment?: yes I do, for the most part. Living in the past gets you no where, and worrying about the future takes away from the present.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends on who you want me to tolerate.
Do you have any secrets?: if I told you then they wouldn't be secrets.
Do you hate yourself?:no. I've come to terms with decisions I've made and things I've done, and I've grown from them. I like me.
Do you like your handwriting?: very much so.
Do you have any bad habits?: I'm really scatterbrained
Do you receive any compliments? Yes, my sweetie always compliments me. That's why I keep him.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "happy at last"
What's your biggest fear?: being unsuccessful in whatever it is I set out to do.
Can you sing: yes
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool: on Halloween.
Are you a loner?: no
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes, I think i'm pretty sweet and stuff
Are you a daredevil?: to an extent
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I have dislikes, but they're not anything major.
Are you passive or aggressive?: it depends on the situation. i am more passive in the long run, until it comes to my job and school kind of stuff.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: My greatest strength is that i'm terribly perseverant. My weakness...sometimes i'm too helpful.
If you could change one thing about yourself?: lose 7 lbs.
There are three wells: Love, mind, strength which one do you choose?: mind
How do you vent?: if you've ever read my journal, you'll see how I vent.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:yes, just when I think I can't handle anymore, I handle more.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: i regret letting all those people live with me when i quit school. I regret what has happened with the Ex,.
Do you think life has been good so far?: yes! lots of learning experiences!
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: take chances- the minute you don't is the minute you lose out on something great.
What do you like the most about your body?: my lips.
And least?: my tummy right now.
Do you think you are good looking?: i look ok for a little country bumpkin.
Are you confident?: most of the time.
What is the fictional character you're most like?: I don't know. I am pretty unique as far as what I am and what I've done go.
Do people know how you feel?: yes, I am pretty outspoken when it comes to my feelings, and if I clam up, people immediately know how I feel.
Are you perceived wrongly?: no, i've had a lot of people tell me I'm me from the minute you meet me...no facades.
Smoke?:six months quit!!
Do drugs?: none at all.
Read the newspaper?: Yes! And online news reel type things, too. I have to be up on current issues for school...and my honey and I talk about current issues too... we're weird like that.
Pray?: yes, sometimes
Go to church? I haven't in a long time...I haven't had the time, really. I probably should.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: when I'm at my home, yes. When I'm with my cop, I just snuggle with him.
Take walks in the rain?: I haven't recently, but I have before. I always get sick after I do, though.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: I don't hate a lot of people. I have to talk to a lot of people I very strongly dislike, but that's life.
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: yes, but i have a living "get out of jail free card" LOL
HAVE YOU EVER...
Liked your voice?: when I start to lose my voice, it sounds gravely like Courtney Love.
Hurt yourself?: I have had lots of piercings, if those count...and I'm kinda clumsy, so there have been lots of scrapes and cuts and bruises.
Been out of the country?: yea, to Cozumel, Mexico, Ocho Rios, Jamaica, and The Grand Cayman Islands
Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
Burped?: yes, but they are usually VERY quiet.
Been unfaithful?: no. never ever ever. I wont' ever be, either.
Been in love?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: no.
Had a surgery?: yes, a couple
Ran away from home?:nah, i threatened to once when i was really small, and my mom said she'd help pack my bags. it scared me into staying.
Played strip poker?: yea
Beat someone up? no, not unless you count karate sparring.
Gotten beaten up?: yes, during karate sparring once i got a broken jaw, and another time a broken nose.
Been picked on?: yea, i was the ugly duckling when i was little.
Been on stage?: yes. i was quite the little actress in HS
Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when, and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no!
Slept outdoors?: no, but my cop is supposed to take me camping and white water rafting for my birthday.
Thought about suicide?: yes, but it was just an angst ridden 14 year old girl thing.
Pulled an all-nighter?: yes, many
If yes, what is your record?: 40-some hours.
Gone one day without food?: yes..used to go lots of days without food.
Talked on the phone all night?: for the majority of it... yet again when i was a teenager. I just don't have that much to say now.
Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes.
Slept all day? yes, the b/f and i tend to stay up real late and sleep all day a lot
Killed someone?: nope, it would kind of hinder me getting into criminal justice. they kind of frown on killing, you know?.
Made out with a stranger?: no.
Had sex with a stranger?: NO! i pride myself on having sex only with people I care (or have cared) about.
Thought you're going crazy?: yea, once or twice
Kissed the same sex?: yes. a friend of mine used to randomly kiss/sleep with random people, so we came up with the idea that if she wanted attention and wanted to kiss someone she could kiss me rather than make a bad decision that might have really poor consequences (like pregnancy or aids)
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no.
Been betrayed?: yes, and it fucking hurts!
Had a dream that came true? I've had a daydream come true. I crushed on my cop for a LONG time before i even really met him.
Broken the law?: yes, but never was caught
Met a famous person?: I've met some congressmen and senators and stuff like that., and one of the twins from Good Charlotte WAAAY back in the day when I was like, 13, if any of that counts
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I live in a rural area, yes.
Stolen anything?: no. and now i can tackle and handcuff you if i see you steal something.
Been on radio/TV.: i was on local radio once to read a part in a play i was in as a teaser.
Been in a mosh-pit?: no.
Considered religious vocation?: I dont' think I'd make a very good nun, or a christian counselor or anything like that.
Had sex: yes...very good sex , too
Been criticized about your sexual performance?: Nope, usually his brain is mushy and he's out of breath.
Bungee jumped?: no, i dont' really want to
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes.
CLOTHES
Shoe brand: If i have to pick, steve madden and new balance...i'm a shoe fiend, so as long as they look cute, i'm not really concerned with it. .
Brand of clothing?: anything as long as it looks good
Do you wear cologne?: no
Do you wear perfume?: yes. armani she or kenneth cole black
Favorite jewelry: my alexandrite necklace my mom had designed for my 21st birthday, and my fossil watch my sweetie got me for christmas.
Wear hats?: rarely.
Judge other people by their clothing?: sometimes.
Wear make-up?: yes.
Favorite place to shop?: I like discount stores where you can get name brand clothes- ross's, marshalls, target, etc.
Favorite article of clothing?: My "jesus loves me and my tattoos" shirt or my "kiss me I'm tattoed" shirt...and my aeropostale jeans
Are you trendy?: i suppose.
Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: I don't think it would suck too bad...but i'm not in high school anymore so i don't care as much about looks now.
BELIEFS
Believe in life on other planets?: eh, kinda
Miracles?: its a miracle i'm alive.
Astrology?: yes, it's pretty fun to think about
Magic?: tricks of the eye and hand. thats all it is.
God? : oh yea, there's definitely a God out there.
Satan?: same as above.
Santa?: I know that he really doesn't exist, but it's fun to see little kids that believe in him.
Ghosts?: oh HELL YES.
Luck?: heck yes, i'm the luckiest girl i know thanks to my hunnie!
Love at first sight?: no. Lust, maybe. attraction, definitely. love is deeper than the initial.
Yin and Yang?: yes
Witches?: not cackely, warty withces, but wiccan witches..
Easter bunny?: no. but the Donnie Darko bunny? yes.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: oh yes. that's what love does for you! it makes you happy and content forever!
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: no.
Do you wish on stars?:yea, i'm a sap.
LOVE
Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no. love doesn't frighten me.
Do you remember your first love?: yes.
Still love him/her?: no.
Do you consider love a mistake?: no.
What do you find romantic? when he touches my face or rubs my arm with his fingers, when he holds my hand, when he winks at me during conversations with other people....little things that let me know that I'm important and he's happy
Turn-on?: kisses on my neck!!! confidence, a sense of humor, a nice smile, protectiveness
Turn-off?: apathy
Do you base your judgement on looks alone: if I did there is no way I'd ever be the type of person I am, nor would I be here
If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: flattered, and then a little bad because I'd have to tell him how I felt, which was that I am not interested.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: both seem to work sometimes. sometimes if there isn't a friendship in the way, it works better.
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: I think now in this day and age, it IS acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out or for a girl to flat out tell a guy she's interested. I know lots of guys that LOVE that.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Yes,
What is best about the opposite sex? protectiveness, most guys are bigger than me, so i always feel safe
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex: back hair! eew!
What's the last present someone gave you?: my valentine's day present from my baby: a massage, facial, manicure and pedicure at a day spa. is he sweet or what?
Are you in love?: I haven't flat out told him with the "I love you" but my actions speak way louder than any of my words ever could anyway. .
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Oh hell yes..
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: smile at them and keep on walking
THE LAST PERSON...
That haunted you?: The Ex. He owed me all that money and it just lingered until I got it.
You wanted to kill?: heh, wouldn't you like to know.
That you laughed at?: my cop
That laughed at you?: see above. he's the only person I've seen today, other than the ghetto girl across the parking lot at the condo who begged me to use my cell phone.
That turned you on?: my cop in his uniform today
You went shopping with?: my best friend for sunglasses
That broke your heart?: the ex. however, it's completely mended and now is in the delicate care of my wonderful boyfriend.
To disappoint you?: some people at work
To ask you out?: random people tell me a lot that if i didn't have a b/f they'd ask me out. Does that count? .
To make you cry?: my mom
To brighten up your day?: my cop
That you thought about?: the ghetto girl across the parking lot, because her and her boyfriend are having a very loud domestic dispute in the parking lot that I may have to call my cop about in a bit.
You saw a movie with?: the b/f and I watched the 2nd Anchorman movie
You talked to on the phone?: my cop
You talked to through IM?: my sorority big sister Beth
You saw?: the ghetto girl across the parking lot. she needed to use my phone.
You lost?: my best friend Dodie. She's not dead or anything, she has just drifted away from me. i miss her.
You hung out with: my cop
You thought was completely insane?: boyfriend of the ghetto girl across the parking lot. anyone that can make someone that mad has to be completely insane.
You wanted to be?: i don't really want to be anyone but me
You told off?: a chick from work a few days ago. she was just being so annoying. i told her to keep her stupid comments to herself and leave the rest of us alone for a little while!
and then...
and then...
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Amy
2. Aimless
3. Baby
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. intelligence
2. adaptability
3. i'm very very giving.
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. I procrastinate
2. I have an earache
3. ?
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. Irish
2. Native American
3. German
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. If people do not under any circumstances get along, why do they continue to try to stay together and make a relationship work?
2. Why dind't I stick to what I believed in and what I dreamt I would do from the beginning? Why did I have to go out and throw my world upside down?
3. How people can be so dissatisfied with themselves, yet they don't do anything to help themselves improve...
THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU
1. stupid people
2. people who claim to be open-minded exhibiting the biggest cases of close-mindedness I've ever seen. Just because you have an "alternate" lifestyle or think differently than I do does not mean that you don't have to listen to my side of whatever it is we're talking about. If I hear you out, the least you can do is hear me out in return.
3. my professor that marks mine and other people in my classes papers down a letter grade because they have a republican/conservative POV and he is not.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. bleeding
2. dying in some super painful way.
3. losing all the happiness i've finally found
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. a toothbrush
2. my school books and paper and pens
3. Carmex
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. a belt cuz my pants are too big.
2. the necklace my mom gave me for my 21st b-day
3. contacts that are drying out and making me miserable
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. (I'm not at a desk but...) my cell phone
2. a KFC cup
3. an ashtray (my cop smokes, not me)
THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
1. fuck.
2. "hey baby"
3. "did you see ... on the news?"
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT
1. Pedro the LIon
2. The Killers
3. Snow Patrol
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT THE MOMENT
1. "You spin me Round" by Dope
2."Indian Summer" by Pedro the Lion
3. "Its a Wonderful Life" by Sparklehorse
PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH
1. my cop
2. my best friend brandi.
3. my co-workers.
THREE REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES
1. too dependant on me.
2. cheated on me.
3. emotionally abusive
THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. honesty/trust.
2. fun
3. healthy, interesting sex life
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. the guy protectiveness thing.
2. eyes
3. smile.
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. donate blood. too many tattoos.
2. drive a stick shft car
3. start a fight
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
1. SG
2. shopping, even if it's just window shopping
3. reading...all kinds of books, mostly crime books
THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW
1. some chocolate
2. some lovin'.
3. my notice at my old job to be OVER
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING
1. DEA or ATF
2. mom/wife I am SOOO sappy!!
3. Security at a Casino in Vegas
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION
1. Fiji
2. Hawaii
3. New Zealand.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Get married and raise a family
2. Succeed as a female in law enforcement
3. Travel with someone I love!
THREE WAYS THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO DIE
1. something quick and painless
2. childbirth but only if they could save the child
3. while sleeping.
Your gender: if you can't tell, we're in trouble.
Straight/gay/bi?: straight.
Single?: happily taken.
Want to be?: do I want to be single? NO! do I want to be taken? as long as it's by my cop, hell yea.
Your birth day: 691983
Age you act: I think about 25 or so
Age you wish you were: happy where I am
Your height: 5'4
The color of your eyes: really dark brown
Happy with it?: absolutely
The color of your hair: dark brown with light brown streaks from where I dyed the platinum out
Happy with it?: I have calico hair. I'm ready for something different.
Left/right/ambidextrous?: right handed.
Your living arrangement?: part time, I live in my own house, alone, no pets. the rest of the time, i live with my cop and his big black lab, alley.
Your family: mom, step dad and me.
What's your job: currently working out my final two week obligation to dispatch truck drivers...soon to be an undercover shopper spying on and taking down shoplifters.
Piercings?: Not nearly as many as I used to have...I'm now down to just my right nostril, right tragus and cartilage, 3 holes in each lobe, and my belly button.
Tattoos?: See profile...there haven't been any new additions.
Obsessions? police and crime scene investigation shows, SG, getting my nails done, make-up, sunglasses, and shoes.
Pets: none of my own...my parents took my puppy bella and my honey has his dog...
A must have accessory: the watch my honey got me for christmas
Do you speak another language?: pretty fluent in spanish
Have a favorite quote?: "Well-behaved women rarely make history."
Do you have a webpage?: nope
DEEP THOUGHTS
Do you live in the moment?: yes I do, for the most part. Living in the past gets you no where, and worrying about the future takes away from the present.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends on who you want me to tolerate.
Do you have any secrets?: if I told you then they wouldn't be secrets.
Do you hate yourself?:no. I've come to terms with decisions I've made and things I've done, and I've grown from them. I like me.
Do you like your handwriting?: very much so.
Do you have any bad habits?: I'm really scatterbrained
Do you receive any compliments? Yes, my sweetie always compliments me. That's why I keep him.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "happy at last"
What's your biggest fear?: being unsuccessful in whatever it is I set out to do.
Can you sing: yes
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool: on Halloween.
Are you a loner?: no
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes, I think i'm pretty sweet and stuff
Are you a daredevil?: to an extent
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I have dislikes, but they're not anything major.
Are you passive or aggressive?: it depends on the situation. i am more passive in the long run, until it comes to my job and school kind of stuff.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: My greatest strength is that i'm terribly perseverant. My weakness...sometimes i'm too helpful.
If you could change one thing about yourself?: lose 7 lbs.
There are three wells: Love, mind, strength which one do you choose?: mind
How do you vent?: if you've ever read my journal, you'll see how I vent.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:yes, just when I think I can't handle anymore, I handle more.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: i regret letting all those people live with me when i quit school. I regret what has happened with the Ex,.
Do you think life has been good so far?: yes! lots of learning experiences!
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: take chances- the minute you don't is the minute you lose out on something great.
What do you like the most about your body?: my lips.
And least?: my tummy right now.
Do you think you are good looking?: i look ok for a little country bumpkin.
Are you confident?: most of the time.
What is the fictional character you're most like?: I don't know. I am pretty unique as far as what I am and what I've done go.
Do people know how you feel?: yes, I am pretty outspoken when it comes to my feelings, and if I clam up, people immediately know how I feel.
Are you perceived wrongly?: no, i've had a lot of people tell me I'm me from the minute you meet me...no facades.
Smoke?:six months quit!!
Do drugs?: none at all.
Read the newspaper?: Yes! And online news reel type things, too. I have to be up on current issues for school...and my honey and I talk about current issues too... we're weird like that.
Pray?: yes, sometimes
Go to church? I haven't in a long time...I haven't had the time, really. I probably should.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: when I'm at my home, yes. When I'm with my cop, I just snuggle with him.
Take walks in the rain?: I haven't recently, but I have before. I always get sick after I do, though.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: I don't hate a lot of people. I have to talk to a lot of people I very strongly dislike, but that's life.
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: yes, but i have a living "get out of jail free card" LOL
HAVE YOU EVER...
Liked your voice?: when I start to lose my voice, it sounds gravely like Courtney Love.
Hurt yourself?: I have had lots of piercings, if those count...and I'm kinda clumsy, so there have been lots of scrapes and cuts and bruises.
Been out of the country?: yea, to Cozumel, Mexico, Ocho Rios, Jamaica, and The Grand Cayman Islands
Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
Burped?: yes, but they are usually VERY quiet.
Been unfaithful?: no. never ever ever. I wont' ever be, either.
Been in love?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: no.
Had a surgery?: yes, a couple
Ran away from home?:nah, i threatened to once when i was really small, and my mom said she'd help pack my bags. it scared me into staying.
Played strip poker?: yea
Beat someone up? no, not unless you count karate sparring.
Gotten beaten up?: yes, during karate sparring once i got a broken jaw, and another time a broken nose.
Been picked on?: yea, i was the ugly duckling when i was little.
Been on stage?: yes. i was quite the little actress in HS
Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when, and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no!
Slept outdoors?: no, but my cop is supposed to take me camping and white water rafting for my birthday.
Thought about suicide?: yes, but it was just an angst ridden 14 year old girl thing.
Pulled an all-nighter?: yes, many
If yes, what is your record?: 40-some hours.
Gone one day without food?: yes..used to go lots of days without food.
Talked on the phone all night?: for the majority of it... yet again when i was a teenager. I just don't have that much to say now.
Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes.
Slept all day? yes, the b/f and i tend to stay up real late and sleep all day a lot
Killed someone?: nope, it would kind of hinder me getting into criminal justice. they kind of frown on killing, you know?.
Made out with a stranger?: no.
Had sex with a stranger?: NO! i pride myself on having sex only with people I care (or have cared) about.
Thought you're going crazy?: yea, once or twice
Kissed the same sex?: yes. a friend of mine used to randomly kiss/sleep with random people, so we came up with the idea that if she wanted attention and wanted to kiss someone she could kiss me rather than make a bad decision that might have really poor consequences (like pregnancy or aids)
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no.
Been betrayed?: yes, and it fucking hurts!
Had a dream that came true? I've had a daydream come true. I crushed on my cop for a LONG time before i even really met him.
Broken the law?: yes, but never was caught
Met a famous person?: I've met some congressmen and senators and stuff like that., and one of the twins from Good Charlotte WAAAY back in the day when I was like, 13, if any of that counts
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I live in a rural area, yes.
Stolen anything?: no. and now i can tackle and handcuff you if i see you steal something.
Been on radio/TV.: i was on local radio once to read a part in a play i was in as a teaser.
Been in a mosh-pit?: no.
Considered religious vocation?: I dont' think I'd make a very good nun, or a christian counselor or anything like that.
Had sex: yes...very good sex , too
Been criticized about your sexual performance?: Nope, usually his brain is mushy and he's out of breath.
Bungee jumped?: no, i dont' really want to
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes.
CLOTHES
Shoe brand: If i have to pick, steve madden and new balance...i'm a shoe fiend, so as long as they look cute, i'm not really concerned with it. .
Brand of clothing?: anything as long as it looks good
Do you wear cologne?: no
Do you wear perfume?: yes. armani she or kenneth cole black
Favorite jewelry: my alexandrite necklace my mom had designed for my 21st birthday, and my fossil watch my sweetie got me for christmas.
Wear hats?: rarely.
Judge other people by their clothing?: sometimes.
Wear make-up?: yes.
Favorite place to shop?: I like discount stores where you can get name brand clothes- ross's, marshalls, target, etc.
Favorite article of clothing?: My "jesus loves me and my tattoos" shirt or my "kiss me I'm tattoed" shirt...and my aeropostale jeans
Are you trendy?: i suppose.
Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: I don't think it would suck too bad...but i'm not in high school anymore so i don't care as much about looks now.
BELIEFS
Believe in life on other planets?: eh, kinda
Miracles?: its a miracle i'm alive.
Astrology?: yes, it's pretty fun to think about
Magic?: tricks of the eye and hand. thats all it is.
God? : oh yea, there's definitely a God out there.
Satan?: same as above.
Santa?: I know that he really doesn't exist, but it's fun to see little kids that believe in him.
Ghosts?: oh HELL YES.
Luck?: heck yes, i'm the luckiest girl i know thanks to my hunnie!
Love at first sight?: no. Lust, maybe. attraction, definitely. love is deeper than the initial.
Yin and Yang?: yes
Witches?: not cackely, warty withces, but wiccan witches..
Easter bunny?: no. but the Donnie Darko bunny? yes.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: oh yes. that's what love does for you! it makes you happy and content forever!
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: no.
Do you wish on stars?:yea, i'm a sap.
LOVE
Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no. love doesn't frighten me.
Do you remember your first love?: yes.
Still love him/her?: no.
Do you consider love a mistake?: no.
What do you find romantic? when he touches my face or rubs my arm with his fingers, when he holds my hand, when he winks at me during conversations with other people....little things that let me know that I'm important and he's happy
Turn-on?: kisses on my neck!!! confidence, a sense of humor, a nice smile, protectiveness
Turn-off?: apathy
Do you base your judgement on looks alone: if I did there is no way I'd ever be the type of person I am, nor would I be here
If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: flattered, and then a little bad because I'd have to tell him how I felt, which was that I am not interested.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: both seem to work sometimes. sometimes if there isn't a friendship in the way, it works better.
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: I think now in this day and age, it IS acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out or for a girl to flat out tell a guy she's interested. I know lots of guys that LOVE that.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Yes,
What is best about the opposite sex? protectiveness, most guys are bigger than me, so i always feel safe
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex: back hair! eew!
What's the last present someone gave you?: my valentine's day present from my baby: a massage, facial, manicure and pedicure at a day spa. is he sweet or what?
Are you in love?: I haven't flat out told him with the "I love you" but my actions speak way louder than any of my words ever could anyway. .
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Oh hell yes..
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: smile at them and keep on walking
THE LAST PERSON...
That haunted you?: The Ex. He owed me all that money and it just lingered until I got it.
You wanted to kill?: heh, wouldn't you like to know.
That you laughed at?: my cop
That laughed at you?: see above. he's the only person I've seen today, other than the ghetto girl across the parking lot at the condo who begged me to use my cell phone.
That turned you on?: my cop in his uniform today
You went shopping with?: my best friend for sunglasses
That broke your heart?: the ex. however, it's completely mended and now is in the delicate care of my wonderful boyfriend.
To disappoint you?: some people at work
To ask you out?: random people tell me a lot that if i didn't have a b/f they'd ask me out. Does that count? .
To make you cry?: my mom
To brighten up your day?: my cop
That you thought about?: the ghetto girl across the parking lot, because her and her boyfriend are having a very loud domestic dispute in the parking lot that I may have to call my cop about in a bit.
You saw a movie with?: the b/f and I watched the 2nd Anchorman movie
You talked to on the phone?: my cop
You talked to through IM?: my sorority big sister Beth
You saw?: the ghetto girl across the parking lot. she needed to use my phone.
You lost?: my best friend Dodie. She's not dead or anything, she has just drifted away from me. i miss her.
You hung out with: my cop
You thought was completely insane?: boyfriend of the ghetto girl across the parking lot. anyone that can make someone that mad has to be completely insane.
You wanted to be?: i don't really want to be anyone but me
You told off?: a chick from work a few days ago. she was just being so annoying. i told her to keep her stupid comments to herself and leave the rest of us alone for a little while!
and then...
and then...
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Amy
2. Aimless
3. Baby
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. intelligence
2. adaptability
3. i'm very very giving.
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. I procrastinate
2. I have an earache
3. ?
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. Irish
2. Native American
3. German
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. If people do not under any circumstances get along, why do they continue to try to stay together and make a relationship work?
2. Why dind't I stick to what I believed in and what I dreamt I would do from the beginning? Why did I have to go out and throw my world upside down?
3. How people can be so dissatisfied with themselves, yet they don't do anything to help themselves improve...
THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU
1. stupid people
2. people who claim to be open-minded exhibiting the biggest cases of close-mindedness I've ever seen. Just because you have an "alternate" lifestyle or think differently than I do does not mean that you don't have to listen to my side of whatever it is we're talking about. If I hear you out, the least you can do is hear me out in return.
3. my professor that marks mine and other people in my classes papers down a letter grade because they have a republican/conservative POV and he is not.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. bleeding
2. dying in some super painful way.
3. losing all the happiness i've finally found
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. a toothbrush
2. my school books and paper and pens
3. Carmex
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. a belt cuz my pants are too big.
2. the necklace my mom gave me for my 21st b-day
3. contacts that are drying out and making me miserable
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. (I'm not at a desk but...) my cell phone
2. a KFC cup
3. an ashtray (my cop smokes, not me)
THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
1. fuck.
2. "hey baby"
3. "did you see ... on the news?"
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT
1. Pedro the LIon
2. The Killers
3. Snow Patrol
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT THE MOMENT
1. "You spin me Round" by Dope
2."Indian Summer" by Pedro the Lion
3. "Its a Wonderful Life" by Sparklehorse
PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH
1. my cop
2. my best friend brandi.
3. my co-workers.
THREE REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES
1. too dependant on me.
2. cheated on me.
3. emotionally abusive
THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. honesty/trust.
2. fun
3. healthy, interesting sex life
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. the guy protectiveness thing.
2. eyes
3. smile.
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. donate blood. too many tattoos.
2. drive a stick shft car
3. start a fight
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
1. SG
2. shopping, even if it's just window shopping
3. reading...all kinds of books, mostly crime books
THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW
1. some chocolate
2. some lovin'.
3. my notice at my old job to be OVER
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING
1. DEA or ATF
2. mom/wife I am SOOO sappy!!
3. Security at a Casino in Vegas
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION
1. Fiji
2. Hawaii
3. New Zealand.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Get married and raise a family
2. Succeed as a female in law enforcement
3. Travel with someone I love!
THREE WAYS THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO DIE
1. something quick and painless
2. childbirth but only if they could save the child
3. while sleeping.
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Glad you're doing so well, girlie!!
congrats, you're still with the cop?? Nice! And no, I havent seen the directors cut of donnie darko!!! I want to!!!! *runs out to get it immediately*