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First of all, I don't even talk to you. Attacking me in obtuse, thinly veiled references behind my back, groping for sympathy and affirmation is ridiculous and proves that you are actually the one with the "high school" mentality not I. It goes against my principals to even feed into this bullshit, but you're terribly misinformed.

Second of all, you're not even on my friends list and haven't been for ages. I sincerely believe this is best for both of us. The things that happened personally between us will stay that way, unless you would rather them not, at which point I have no problem airing the truth of both sides of the story.
I would prefer however, to do so in a more adult arena than going back and forth in passive aggressive "friends only blogs". Hence, me courteously making this one public so that you may actually read it, not hear about it through the grape vine. People don't care about our personal drama and it shouldn't become a public spectacle. We were friends, now we're not. Who cares. You know how to find me if you want to talk sanely about it.

Thirdly I don't care about you or your drama enough to be formulating some ridiculous plan to turn the world against you nor do I spend time deviously "judging" the choices you make. If you feel that you are being judged, maybe that's your own guilt- nothing that I control and insinuating that I am a dubious puppet master, constantly tugging at the strings of malice is frankly embarrassing.
If you're threatening to leave chat over this, maybe there are other reasons you need to be considering in your decision instead of a confrontation that you've created in your own mind.
Please understand that we're all in chat for different reasons. A little respect would be cool when it comes to being blocked, or if someone decides not to talk to you. Nothing personal, but it is a chat room that I pay to use and should not be chided for whom I choose to talk to and whom I choose to ignore. It has nothing what so ever to do with elitism, or bullying.
Take some some responsibility for your own actions in chat and in life and maybe examine how they truly affect the way other people view you.
I, nor any one else makes you act the way you do or truly adds to your issues in life. That's all down to you. It does seem poignant however, to point out the time where I defended you to no end to people that were indeed judging you. You're welcome. Not that I ever did it for thanks or acknowledgement.

We were indeed close and I am truly sorry that it didn't work out for the long term. As it happens in life however, people grow apart and people move on. It's been long enough, don't you think?
Further more, I intentionally eased our friendship into non-existence in reverence and respect for how close we once were. As an a considerate adult, the fact that we grew apart was fine and I let it go long ago. Maybe you should do the same. Surely carrying around all of this suspicion and paranoia cannot be good for you.

Also, if I am "ignoring" you and "don't have time for you any more" how am I "bitching" about you and or "bullying" you. Get your story straight.

In closing, take your plea for attention elsewhere and for a moment, if you possibly can- try and envisage a world where not everything revolves around you, your struggles, etc. etc. etc. Has it ever occurred to you that people don't respond because they've heard all these stories seventeen times before? There comes a point where the repetition can get monotonous. Not that no one cares, but what is one to say that hasn't already been said. Over and over. And over.

Alternately, If my sense of humour (which isn't in any way directed at you since we do not speak) or subjects of conversation offend you, (or you feel they're some how ironically directed at you), then please by all means make use of the block button and block me as I clearly should have done with you long ago. I hadn't done so incidentally, to avoid this kind of drama but thank you for starting it yourself.