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shitty day..
my receiving clerk has been battling a tumor in his brain.. he had part of it removed last year..
he went in for surgery yesterday...
they had to take out more of his brain than they thought.. he will most deffinitley lose the sight in his left eye if not in both eyes.. they had a really hard time waking him up... it was like he wasn't meant to...they had to hook him up to life support during surgery in order for him to breathe...
he was listening to the cd i made him the whole time on a walk man.

he is terminal, and has no more than a month to live if he wakes up out of the coma he is in.
i went out for a couple of drinks with some of the people i work with tonight to break the news about him. i told my husband i would be home "around" nine.. my cell phone died and i was not able to call him (he has a new cell # that he got YESTERDAY that i have not memorized yet) and tell him that we were running just a tad late cuz two people didn't arrive until 8.

i arrived home at 9:40.. he threw my cell phone.... he called me a stupid, selfish fuck..
i am going through with the divorce.. this is stupid.