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thoughts, meditations, and haiku in dork form.
as told with love, by the doll.

january 28

i sneeze just like my mother.


Rain and full service
today for the first time ever in my life, i had the privelage of enjoying the fruits of a full service gas station....with a hot attendant boy.
never had i requested the full service treatment, nor have i really given any thought to it.
today, by chance, i pulled into the full service side, instead of the pump it yourself and spill gas all over the side of your car side.
he checked my oil, topped off my anti freeze (for a mere 2.50 extra mind you) and gave me chocolates...a handfull of hershey's kisses.
he would have cleaned my windows for me too if it had'nt been pissing rain.
i am enamored with full service.
and the hot attendant boy.
damn that rain.
i really wanted to see him reach across my windsheild.
damn that rain.


there is a lake in-between one of our restaurnats, and my house.
i gaze at the other side of the lake and over the hill where said restaurant is located from my deck...
and wonder..
how much quicker it would be if i didnt have to drive up, and around, and over a bridge, across town...
all to reach a singular destination...
that by defenition would be really easy to get to ....
if it werent for that lake.


i have been working since 4 am.
i love the way my hands smell after i have been baking all morning.
i am in the office, taking a coffee break, and i reached up to brush a strand of hair out of my face...
i caught the smell of vanilla.. and sweet dough....and brown sugar on my fingers.
better than petting a dog after it has rolled in decomposing carcass...
or say...
spending an afternoon breaking four cases of duck.


last night i was eating a grape tomato.
i love them.
they are so sweet.
this one however, wanted to kill me.
i bit into it, and it shot a seed right into my throat.
i choked.
and kept choking.
and then threw up a little in my mouth.


fin.