docturnal

The coulda, woulda, shoulda beens going away (not going far) party was tonight.

Despite the fact that we were together on her break it gets ugly from time to time.

If I had my shit together, which is at least three months off we would be together. (quietly she needs work too)

She of course reminded me of this, but I also let her know that she was a rock that betters people that she is around,

She melted but I've got to stay away until my shit is right so I can be good for her or whomever else is in my life.

Ugh what a night!