I am a "mature" professional man who has accomplished things in life. I think I've worked hard to get where I am at and I think I live a good life as a result. With that said, I struggle to justify the life I lead and the world I live in. I use the word "world" as it pertains to my professional life. As you may see with my last blog and maybe even with some of my previous posts, I struggle to find the good in the business world, the white color world and the life of the well off. There has to be more that fulfills me and this just isn't it. I carry some shame because even though I feel this way I still live it because it is easy and comfortable. It leaves me empty and bitter. I am a right brained man living in a left brained world, a liberal living amongst conservatives, a kind soul living in a heartless world, a seriously inked man working with inkless men! I think SG gives me some escape and I feel most comfortable in the presence of my true friends who are like me. I need to grow a pair and give things up to live how I know I should deep down inside. I should follow my convictions and my conscience. I should but I won't but maybe someday.
