doc_brietz

i made it home and all is well. spent money on my baby girl and got to be with mom and dad. saw some of the family and some old ex's. i miss home, but not NY...except the weather. its too damn warm here. and i am lonely too. i could have this one girl from here and settle, but i dont love her. i could always settle, but that would suck. now i get ready to go to OK before the weeks end and try to scramble to fit in and do it all. i look forward to christmas shop for everyone. there are a few people i have something reserved for. mainly my girl, a special lil girl who we'll call "nadie" and her parent, and a friend from NY who doesnt have much. giving is the best feeling in the world and if i had money, it is all i would do for my lifetime. maybe ill stay in 20 in the army if for no other reason than to give. yea it sucks and yea i miss my girl...but she not only understands now, but it makes me feel worthwhile. i dont know what ill do. have a good day for all 5 of you that read this.