yesterday all 4 of my walls were covered in backstreet boy posters it seems.
now i go to bars, drink, hang out, occasionally get drunk. i have an almost full time job. i'll have a car soon.
i swear to you in my head...i'm the exact same girl with all 4 walls covered. i'm still her. i feel no different.
the other day i went out with a couple people from my work. when we were leaving there were fish flies aaaaalll over the front of the bar so i ran out as fast as i could away from them.
i don't like bugs. get over it.
anyways, one of the boys i was with chased me around with one of the fish flies by its wings
. gross i know right? well big woop...he chased me around but he didnt actually put the bug on me.
all of a sudden i'm getting in the back seat of my ride's car and i feel something hit my face. some stupid boy who i don't even know threw a fish fly right at my face!
this is no big deal. honestly...i hate bugs and all but this little sherade made me think. that boy was stupid. a little thing like throwing a bug at a girl who is terrified of them shows a lot about you as a person.
i'm probly looking too much into this.
but i want the boy who chases me with the june bug...not the one who knows i hate them and throws one at my face.
fuck work.
now i go to bars, drink, hang out, occasionally get drunk. i have an almost full time job. i'll have a car soon.
i swear to you in my head...i'm the exact same girl with all 4 walls covered. i'm still her. i feel no different.
the other day i went out with a couple people from my work. when we were leaving there were fish flies aaaaalll over the front of the bar so i ran out as fast as i could away from them.
i don't like bugs. get over it.
anyways, one of the boys i was with chased me around with one of the fish flies by its wings

all of a sudden i'm getting in the back seat of my ride's car and i feel something hit my face. some stupid boy who i don't even know threw a fish fly right at my face!
this is no big deal. honestly...i hate bugs and all but this little sherade made me think. that boy was stupid. a little thing like throwing a bug at a girl who is terrified of them shows a lot about you as a person.
i'm probly looking too much into this.
but i want the boy who chases me with the june bug...not the one who knows i hate them and throws one at my face.
fuck work.
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If they do that dack them, unless your to ladylike, then go up to them in front of his friends and give him a telling off.
Cockroaches are nothing we have them here, of all sizes. best thing is to step on them.
take comfort in the fact that their own existance is their punishment.