Well, I definetly am sick.
My mother told me to go into the doctor a week ago, but I didn't want anything to be stabbed down my throat so I didn't go.
Now, A week later, my throat hurts like a total bitch and I am going to the doctor tommorow.
I give in sickness, you got me
I have been working hard as hell...
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My mother told me to go into the doctor a week ago, but I didn't want anything to be stabbed down my throat so I didn't go.
Now, A week later, my throat hurts like a total bitch and I am going to the doctor tommorow.
I give in sickness, you got me

I have been working hard as hell...
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I am either quite ill,
or quite depressed.
I cannot tell which.
or quite depressed.
I cannot tell which.
holden_caulfield:
At least you are not both quite ill AND depressed!
Consider yourself fortunate. 


siara:
i hope you feel better!!!!!!!!!! *hugs*
and thanks for the congrats on my clothing!!
XX 
and thanks for the congrats on my clothing!!


Is it sad if the most interesting/intellectual conversations I have are with my father?
Why can't I have entertaining coversations with anyone I know?
I hate not being very social.
And our dean is being a jerk. He took it upon himself to close all of the party houses. Now if I wan't to go to a party I actually have to try and find...
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Why can't I have entertaining coversations with anyone I know?
I hate not being very social.
And our dean is being a jerk. He took it upon himself to close all of the party houses. Now if I wan't to go to a party I actually have to try and find...
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holden_caulfield:
It could be worse. You could have a poor relationship with your father and never speak with him.
What constitutes an "entertaining conversation"?
Does the Dean of Students got you down? It sounds like a liability issue to me. Just create a private website to channel your parties, or an e-mail list.
What constitutes an "entertaining conversation"?
Does the Dean of Students got you down? It sounds like a liability issue to me. Just create a private website to channel your parties, or an e-mail list.

holden_caulfield:
It sounds like you could benefit from a new group of friends. Partiers don't tend to discuss such things. You might have better luck finding friends like that in the library.
Your school must be getting a lot of flack about drinking on or near campus. Have too many students died from alcohol poisoning there?
You can always hitch a ride to the party next door. That way, you don't have to drink and drive. Or, just spend the night with a friend over there and drive home the next day when your blood-alcohol content is legal. Or, you could just sleep in the back of your car.
Here at my college, we are close to Canada (Windsor), so busses come to pick up the under-age students to go drink in Canada, where the drinking age, I believe, is less than 21 (18 or 19). It is perfectly legal, I guess.

Your school must be getting a lot of flack about drinking on or near campus. Have too many students died from alcohol poisoning there?
You can always hitch a ride to the party next door. That way, you don't have to drink and drive. Or, just spend the night with a friend over there and drive home the next day when your blood-alcohol content is legal. Or, you could just sleep in the back of your car.
Here at my college, we are close to Canada (Windsor), so busses come to pick up the under-age students to go drink in Canada, where the drinking age, I believe, is less than 21 (18 or 19). It is perfectly legal, I guess.

argh. Well this year is going better than last year I suppose.
But I am realizing again how agonizingly hard it is to be social.
Goddamnit.
If only people gave me a chance to get to know them.
But I am realizing again how agonizingly hard it is to be social.
Goddamnit.
If only people gave me a chance to get to know them.
siara:
i am bad at being social as well.. people always think i am a bitch cause i don't talk but really i am shy! ...
XX

holden_caulfield:
If you would like a free Gmail account (Google e-mail), be one of the first five of my friends to visit my journal and say so. I have five invites to spare. 

Well it has been a while since I last updated my diary. In short, I am feeling quite a bit better. I just moved back to college, and my room, well, it exceeded all expectations. It is gargantuan. At least 4 times larger than my last dorm room. It has 4 windows, a sink, a fridge, and a microwave, and two lofted beds with a...
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siara:
wow.. sounds like a nice dorm room!! much better than ones i know of!! hope your first week of classes went well!
no communist shirts at the moment.. not sure if i want to make shirts to portray messages.. if you know what i mean.. although i would love to do a side company not related to beserk as i am very anti-corporation etc. and would love to make some shirts that have messages that would make a difference.. oneday... anyway ... thanks for the sweet comment on my set btw!!
XX
no communist shirts at the moment.. not sure if i want to make shirts to portray messages.. if you know what i mean.. although i would love to do a side company not related to beserk as i am very anti-corporation etc. and would love to make some shirts that have messages that would make a difference.. oneday... anyway ... thanks for the sweet comment on my set btw!!



Wow I am so very depressed at the moment. I guess portishead lost the internet at his place, so he didn't renew his subscription. I don't exactly know if I will renew mine either. I moved home from the twin cities, and now i have lost the will to try and make any new friends on the site. Sigh.
On the plus side, fall semester...
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On the plus side, fall semester...
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siara:
Hope everything gets better for you!!!!!! you should defiently stay on sg!!.. i will be your friend!!
thanks for the sweet comment on my set btw!
XX

thanks for the sweet comment on my set btw!


Well my life has been more tame than it was in the twin cities.
I don't really know what else to say, there has been some pretty messed up stuff going on, but nothing that i would want to document on the internet
I don't really know what else to say, there has been some pretty messed up stuff going on, but nothing that i would want to document on the internet

Boo. Im still alive. At home, in willmar.
I don't know if going home early was the right decision, but there is no going back at this point.
So i better start finding things to do soon, or I will begin to go insane due to boredom
I don't know if going home early was the right decision, but there is no going back at this point.
So i better start finding things to do soon, or I will begin to go insane due to boredom
Well this is two updates in one, because of my other diary. Anyway, it will go from farthest in the past (2 days ago) to recent, which would be today.
Yesterday's entry:
Got final back, did decent. like 88/100 approximately.
I earned the first 6 credits. 94% overall so I got an A. Worked harder for this one than any other class beforehand.
In the...
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Yesterday's entry:
Got final back, did decent. like 88/100 approximately.
I earned the first 6 credits. 94% overall so I got an A. Worked harder for this one than any other class beforehand.
In the...
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well i took that final. It was hella long.
They said i did well on the oral exam part but they always tend to humor us so I won't really know until monday.
I was the first one done with the written part. I hope that was a good sign. i THOUGHT i did well.
Well its up to fate now. Got most of my...
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They said i did well on the oral exam part but they always tend to humor us so I won't really know until monday.
I was the first one done with the written part. I hope that was a good sign. i THOUGHT i did well.
Well its up to fate now. Got most of my...
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kesaresj:
hey there,
Did you ever find the open mic rap battle. It got moved from LPB to the Whiskey I think. I will have to look but I just saw a blurb about it and I know it is going strong again on thursday nights. I can find out more details if you don't already have them. Hope the final went well. Would like to meet you before you go back for fall term. I think that it is great you are doing chinese this summer. I have lived through UMN summer intensive language courses before so you have all of my sympathies. I am on campus whenever I get the urge and can always be convinced to hang in dinkytown.
Did you ever find the open mic rap battle. It got moved from LPB to the Whiskey I think. I will have to look but I just saw a blurb about it and I know it is going strong again on thursday nights. I can find out more details if you don't already have them. Hope the final went well. Would like to meet you before you go back for fall term. I think that it is great you are doing chinese this summer. I have lived through UMN summer intensive language courses before so you have all of my sympathies. I am on campus whenever I get the urge and can always be convinced to hang in dinkytown.


holden_caulfield:
Hey, I tried to send you an e-mail through your profile here, but it bounced. Is there another way that I may contact you by e-mail? I am trying to send all of my SG friends my Internet chat contact information. Thanks.

Well it is tuesday today.
I can feel the impending doom crashing over me.
Only 2 more days until an extraordinarily hard final for the first half of intensive chinese.
I guess its been reasonably quiet on all fronts.
I think I am almost back in control of things. Hopefully when this week comes to a close I will feel fully in control of things...
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I can feel the impending doom crashing over me.
Only 2 more days until an extraordinarily hard final for the first half of intensive chinese.
I guess its been reasonably quiet on all fronts.
I think I am almost back in control of things. Hopefully when this week comes to a close I will feel fully in control of things...
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portishead1_1:
I'm still poor. Our investor backed out. We are lining up a couple more meetings with new potential investors so it will take off sooner or later.
My roomate didn't pay her bill for Roadrunner so I am without net access at home for now. That will change very soon or I'll go nuts.
Goodluck with the final.
My roomate didn't pay her bill for Roadrunner so I am without net access at home for now. That will change very soon or I'll go nuts.
Goodluck with the final.
Well if you want the in-detail discussion of what happened with the old g'friend incident you can look over to the entry previous to this one.
Monday starts the last week of the first five week session of intensive chinese.
I thought I was doing rather well up until this last incident that tried my sanity.
The final is Friday, and it is going to...
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Monday starts the last week of the first five week session of intensive chinese.
I thought I was doing rather well up until this last incident that tried my sanity.
The final is Friday, and it is going to...
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Get well soon!