dmz

let me first start by telling myself that today doesn't actually suck that bad IF your w someone.

I however am not, and therefor today blows. Sure someone has my eye, does she know it? Totaly. Will it still make for a great day? Not sure. Honestly I hate being in love. Its gut wrenching when things are on the outs. Especially when you feel like your the only one feeling this way.

Ah well, enough bitching and moaning. This doesn't change anything. I'll just end this w a double middle finger salute in the name of cupid. Shit, its probably what I get for being in love w a Suicide Girl.