I was bored last night, so I went out to my favorite bar. No hot bartender, but a good time was had anyway. I'm proud of myself. A year ago, I never would have had the balls to hang out anywhere alone. I was, and still am to a degree, agoraphobic. But, I've been pushing myself to be more social and comfortable in crowds. I still have my moments where my shy, fat-kid mentality makes me extremely self-conscious. I just have to keep reminding myself that I'm not that person anymore.
Got some interest on my amplifier from someone local, so the Ebay thing is on temporary hold. I'd prefer to sell it locally, just because the thing weighs almost 200lbs and shipping it would be a bitch. Yeaaa money!!!!
Still haven't heard from the soon to be ex-wife. Not sure if I will. We have to get the car title shit straightened out. As far as I know, she doesn't know I'm leaving Maryland. I've wrestled with the thought of telling her, but there are two reasons why I shouldn't. One, she'll be very angry and moving is stressful enough. More importantly, I'm leaving the day before her birthday, and I don't want her to be upset on her birthday. That will break my heart. I know she'll find out eventually, but I want her to have a good birthday.
Currently listening to: The Misfits "Walk Among Us". Goddamn the Misfits were the shit! I got to meet Glenn Danzig a couple of times. He's a very short, but very intense guy. I love his first two solo albums, but nothing compares to the old Misfits stuff. Too many memories attached.
Question de jour:
What is your family's ethnic heritage?( I know it's lame, but I'm still waking up, dammit!!!!)
The majority for me is Sicillian, Irish, and English.
Got some interest on my amplifier from someone local, so the Ebay thing is on temporary hold. I'd prefer to sell it locally, just because the thing weighs almost 200lbs and shipping it would be a bitch. Yeaaa money!!!!
Still haven't heard from the soon to be ex-wife. Not sure if I will. We have to get the car title shit straightened out. As far as I know, she doesn't know I'm leaving Maryland. I've wrestled with the thought of telling her, but there are two reasons why I shouldn't. One, she'll be very angry and moving is stressful enough. More importantly, I'm leaving the day before her birthday, and I don't want her to be upset on her birthday. That will break my heart. I know she'll find out eventually, but I want her to have a good birthday.
Currently listening to: The Misfits "Walk Among Us". Goddamn the Misfits were the shit! I got to meet Glenn Danzig a couple of times. He's a very short, but very intense guy. I love his first two solo albums, but nothing compares to the old Misfits stuff. Too many memories attached.
Question de jour:
What is your family's ethnic heritage?( I know it's lame, but I'm still waking up, dammit!!!!)
The majority for me is Sicillian, Irish, and English.