Had a better day today.
Hung out with my mom and my grandparents, gave one of my neices guitar lessons, got some of my hair chopped off (the back of my head was starting to resemble a sheep's ass). A pretty low key,family and maintenance day. No drama, no bullshit. Yea!!!!
It was 7 months ago today that my wife and I seperated. We were together for 10 years and married for 5 years. I will always love her, she's a great person. We were just not good for each other. Things just got to the point where I was in a very deep depression from years of eating shit. I felt that there were only two options left, and I picked the better of the two. We seperated, and I'm still alive. I think the best choice was made. I have taken the past 7 months to get my shit together and I feel so much better. This is no reflection on her, but on the two of us. I accept my part of the responsibilty for our demise. I hope that one day she can see what happened, but for now I am the asshole (that's how she needs to see it), and I am ok with that. Like I said, I will always love her.
Anyway, I am listening to Van Morrison "Best of...", and all is right with the world. Fan-fucking-tastic! *sigh*
Hung out with my mom and my grandparents, gave one of my neices guitar lessons, got some of my hair chopped off (the back of my head was starting to resemble a sheep's ass). A pretty low key,family and maintenance day. No drama, no bullshit. Yea!!!!
It was 7 months ago today that my wife and I seperated. We were together for 10 years and married for 5 years. I will always love her, she's a great person. We were just not good for each other. Things just got to the point where I was in a very deep depression from years of eating shit. I felt that there were only two options left, and I picked the better of the two. We seperated, and I'm still alive. I think the best choice was made. I have taken the past 7 months to get my shit together and I feel so much better. This is no reflection on her, but on the two of us. I accept my part of the responsibilty for our demise. I hope that one day she can see what happened, but for now I am the asshole (that's how she needs to see it), and I am ok with that. Like I said, I will always love her.
Anyway, I am listening to Van Morrison "Best of...", and all is right with the world. Fan-fucking-tastic! *sigh*
impetuous1:
thanks for saying "hi". I don't really have any friends here, yet.