After some time drinking and writing music at the Bigfoot last night, I feel better.
Sorry for my rant yesterday, I just needed to vent. I have always had a problem letting my feelings out in a productive way. I learned as a kid to hold everything in, so I could be there for other people...no one wanted to hear my shit...so obviously, my shit wasn't important (especially when it comes to women...of course). So, the result is a fucking explosion of bullshit, anger, and feeling worthless. YAY ME!!!!
I am getting better at this, though I don't go as long without venting as I used to. This site has been very instrumental in my dealing with things. Thank you guys, from the bottom of my heart, you mean more to me than you'll ever know.
Hey...a kitty!!!
Currently Listening to:
Janes Addiction "Three Days"
Sorry for my rant yesterday, I just needed to vent. I have always had a problem letting my feelings out in a productive way. I learned as a kid to hold everything in, so I could be there for other people...no one wanted to hear my shit...so obviously, my shit wasn't important (especially when it comes to women...of course). So, the result is a fucking explosion of bullshit, anger, and feeling worthless. YAY ME!!!!
I am getting better at this, though I don't go as long without venting as I used to. This site has been very instrumental in my dealing with things. Thank you guys, from the bottom of my heart, you mean more to me than you'll ever know.
Hey...a kitty!!!
Currently Listening to:
Janes Addiction "Three Days"
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also, yay for rammstein. have you heard rosenrot?