Hey kittens!
Hot damn. I'm an angry baby tonight bit I'll get to that later....
My army exboyfriend that basically is my first love. And he makes me realis I've never loved anyone but him. as GAY as that sounds... He'd probably be sick if he read that. Well, we were never official but I basicall gave him a year after my whole school life of wanting him ): he came back! And my last blog was excited about that.... Actually he's seeing someone so my happy girly five minutes is officially over.
Now. I have a selection of men to pick from. This in itself is a recipe for disaster mate as it NEVER happens. The choices are:
Cute womanising half Asian with big bambi eyes, virgin best friend, other army guy that seems genuinely nice, virgin friend's friend that hes happy to donate (well risky), OR piece of shit mentioned in previous blogs that got in touch just to piss me off.
This piece of shit got in touch to tell me my new hair was nice and he didn't reply because he figured I needed some solitude and him being a modern day fucking hero thought I'd get that by him ignorIng me. WOW. He wants to see me monday because "these cold winter nights tell him he needs me curled up next to him in bed". Cute-induced vomit. I don't know if I should go!
Now I'm reaaaaal irritated because we have a close family. Except for my wet piece uncle in his fifties and his kids in their thirties on the other side of the country. Basically they think I'm a slut and talk shit about me to myy mum with sly comments and she gets upset! their latest beef is my skype -.- I don't use Skype becaus I don't have the mic or the webcam anymore and to be honest I don't like it. Apparently I don't use it because I'm upset with the family. Nice. Mums upset they're trash talking me and I'm mad pissed they're bullshitting and upsetting my mumma!
And I'm mad because I can't choose a guy. Waaaaaa.
Halloween this weekend. I'm a cat! drunken fun ensues!
Be lucky!!!!!
Ps I'm not a slut because I have guys chasing me. I'm making an informed decision about pursuing a long lasting respectful relationship dawggggggg xxxx
Hot damn. I'm an angry baby tonight bit I'll get to that later....
My army exboyfriend that basically is my first love. And he makes me realis I've never loved anyone but him. as GAY as that sounds... He'd probably be sick if he read that. Well, we were never official but I basicall gave him a year after my whole school life of wanting him ): he came back! And my last blog was excited about that.... Actually he's seeing someone so my happy girly five minutes is officially over.
Now. I have a selection of men to pick from. This in itself is a recipe for disaster mate as it NEVER happens. The choices are:
Cute womanising half Asian with big bambi eyes, virgin best friend, other army guy that seems genuinely nice, virgin friend's friend that hes happy to donate (well risky), OR piece of shit mentioned in previous blogs that got in touch just to piss me off.
This piece of shit got in touch to tell me my new hair was nice and he didn't reply because he figured I needed some solitude and him being a modern day fucking hero thought I'd get that by him ignorIng me. WOW. He wants to see me monday because "these cold winter nights tell him he needs me curled up next to him in bed". Cute-induced vomit. I don't know if I should go!
Now I'm reaaaaal irritated because we have a close family. Except for my wet piece uncle in his fifties and his kids in their thirties on the other side of the country. Basically they think I'm a slut and talk shit about me to myy mum with sly comments and she gets upset! their latest beef is my skype -.- I don't use Skype becaus I don't have the mic or the webcam anymore and to be honest I don't like it. Apparently I don't use it because I'm upset with the family. Nice. Mums upset they're trash talking me and I'm mad pissed they're bullshitting and upsetting my mumma!
And I'm mad because I can't choose a guy. Waaaaaa.
Halloween this weekend. I'm a cat! drunken fun ensues!
Be lucky!!!!!
Ps I'm not a slut because I have guys chasing me. I'm making an informed decision about pursuing a long lasting respectful relationship dawggggggg xxxx
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Awww <3 you is my choice too, who else would I say i'd make a bebe with
xoxoxoxo write me anyways lemmie know things you didnt put into blog