Life seems better today (:
After a day of crying my fucking eyes out....
I bought new nail varnish....WOOOHOOO!
Back on the weight gain milkshakes, because a girl ain't no thang without no booty to bang...YEAH. Bought a cd for the first time in my digital age! Addicted to Bassline because I have a new car with a siccccck speaker in it. I'm starting going gigging with my buddies from work to find some fresh meat...AWW YEAHHH.
Watched Jersey Shore and was inspired to do mega amounts of shots and go smush.
Got a couple of friends big birthdays soon so hopefully I'll get set up with some toasty little fella. Or a banging bird. IDGAF.
Going to Swansea to see my fave boy ever. He's basically this friend everyone believes me to have taken on a tour of my downstairs. I haven't! Like we make gross completely OTT jokes and people think "Come onnnn, you're smashing right?" And I've definitely thought about it. And he absolutely has. Like one time a move was made when I turned up at his house crying about the last guy- mega inappropriate. I mean yeah I kissed him back, but we didn't talk for weeks. (I was totally game for ruining the kid though). I kind of think to myself how much I love him, and then I think "who the fuck would I run to then?!" Like, he tells me when he's tag-teamed birds, or his new fave, going "ass to mouth" on a girl...(anal then them giving him head). I do NOT want to be a story like that. He's gone to Uni and I really fucking miss the kid. So yeah I'm paying 60 to go to our beloved neighbouring country.
Then theres my other friend. He's the kind of guy I imagine my brother to grow up to be, which freaks me the fuck out I might add. He is a NICE guy. He's a virgin, he's cute, he's honest and I just want him to be happy. Like I want to be that girl, but I think I'd get bored. He would treat me so right. Blaahhzay. I just know in 10 years time he will have manned up and found the right one and I'll be like "...shit." and missed out on a corker! Bro's and Bra's can be really good friends. But you will always imagine them naked.
Ex update: the piece of shit wont accept my apology.
Ear update: My ears was a 4mm, last night I went to a 5mm and had to take it out because I couldn't sleep. Now it's a fricking 3mm.
Hair update: I still look a mardy cunt. I'm going to dye it brown all over soon, get a weave did. YERRR BUDDY.
Tatt update: I'm going to do something spontaneous soon. it's getting annoying being so busy and fucking indecisive.
BE LUCKY!!!!<3
After a day of crying my fucking eyes out....
I bought new nail varnish....WOOOHOOO!
Back on the weight gain milkshakes, because a girl ain't no thang without no booty to bang...YEAH. Bought a cd for the first time in my digital age! Addicted to Bassline because I have a new car with a siccccck speaker in it. I'm starting going gigging with my buddies from work to find some fresh meat...AWW YEAHHH.
Watched Jersey Shore and was inspired to do mega amounts of shots and go smush.
Got a couple of friends big birthdays soon so hopefully I'll get set up with some toasty little fella. Or a banging bird. IDGAF.
Going to Swansea to see my fave boy ever. He's basically this friend everyone believes me to have taken on a tour of my downstairs. I haven't! Like we make gross completely OTT jokes and people think "Come onnnn, you're smashing right?" And I've definitely thought about it. And he absolutely has. Like one time a move was made when I turned up at his house crying about the last guy- mega inappropriate. I mean yeah I kissed him back, but we didn't talk for weeks. (I was totally game for ruining the kid though). I kind of think to myself how much I love him, and then I think "who the fuck would I run to then?!" Like, he tells me when he's tag-teamed birds, or his new fave, going "ass to mouth" on a girl...(anal then them giving him head). I do NOT want to be a story like that. He's gone to Uni and I really fucking miss the kid. So yeah I'm paying 60 to go to our beloved neighbouring country.
Then theres my other friend. He's the kind of guy I imagine my brother to grow up to be, which freaks me the fuck out I might add. He is a NICE guy. He's a virgin, he's cute, he's honest and I just want him to be happy. Like I want to be that girl, but I think I'd get bored. He would treat me so right. Blaahhzay. I just know in 10 years time he will have manned up and found the right one and I'll be like "...shit." and missed out on a corker! Bro's and Bra's can be really good friends. But you will always imagine them naked.
Ex update: the piece of shit wont accept my apology.
Ear update: My ears was a 4mm, last night I went to a 5mm and had to take it out because I couldn't sleep. Now it's a fricking 3mm.
Hair update: I still look a mardy cunt. I'm going to dye it brown all over soon, get a weave did. YERRR BUDDY.
Tatt update: I'm going to do something spontaneous soon. it's getting annoying being so busy and fucking indecisive.
BE LUCKY!!!!<3
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Cheers buddy!
be lucky
Do I have to come over and take care of you?