dmonikal

my cat died a few days ago. he was quite old and quite ill but its sad. he had kidney failure apparently which we hadn't managed to fix. we were giving him tablets for something else which weren't helping his kidneys so we couldn't do anything about it. rachel (he was her cat really, but we both had him for 2 years really) took him...
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its FrIcKiN windy outside! i like hearing the rain whilst i'm in bed but things blowing around is kinda worrying. i worry for the ickle animals and the plants! in fact i worry about anything. i don't like washing machines coz they spin so fast. i shouldn't tell ppl these things really lol

i went to liverpool last week to meet a model i'm doing...
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the girl in my last blog (you know, the one who was pregnant with my child ) text me a couple of days ago to let me know i could "stop stressing" because she'd miscarried. i don't know what to believe anymore. since she first told me she was pregnant i've doubted her honesty, but i still don't know for sure. i hope i don't...
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things got very wrong and scary on new years day. the girl i'd been kinda seeing for a few weeks before christmas text me, saying she had something to tell me that she couldn't say face to face. i asked what, having a terrible feeling what it would be, and she replied with the words "I'm pregnant".

i was sat in my friend's bathroom when...
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why do chavs feel they have to harrass me? i was chased into a pub a few weeks ago by a chav who decided i insulted his mother! and just earlier him and his mates saw me again. he said "there's the guy who was fucking with me". ME FUCKING WITH HIM!?!? he chased me, cornered me, then tried to beat me up. all i...
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i just watched The Girl Next Door and it was really good! i never watched it ages back because i assumed (i shouldn't do that) that it would just be another crappy teen movie with partial nudity and a cheesy plot. but it was great! maybe i'm not giving teen movies enough of a chance...

jus thought i'd share that with ya

well i turned 22 yesterday, infact my birthday ended just 2 hours ago. it didn't seem to last very long lol

i was working all day so that didn't help me enjoy the occasion. apparently i was rude for not buying cakes for everyone at work. how the hell am i rude when none of them (except for one nice person who gave me iron...
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i finally bought a frickin printer! i'm so pleased with myself lol its brilliant! i can't decide what to print next, i've got so many pictures. although having a looksie a lot of them seem to be of my cat lol

time to take more photos! hundreds, no thousands of photos!

yay

um short (?) rant...

well its my birthday on friday. i'm not sure what i'm doing yet. i'm working should have booked it off. but at least i have saturday off for once!

i've just ended things with a girl i was seeing. i liked her but it just seemed too soon after breaking up with my previous girlfriend. i think i blogged about that,...
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had a horrible day at work. a customer told a guy i work with that i'm useless! idiot! on top of that i felt really crap, kinda queezy and wobbly lol wasn't good

oh woe is me lol

hmm, have a photoshoot on wednesday. finally! i haven't done a studio shoot for aaages! i'm not even sure what exactly we'll be doing yet. i just want to mess around with the lighting and get some cool unique shots. my portfolio has remained unaltered for long enough i'm gonna use my bronica cuz i'm feeling guilty for not making the most of it over...
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