So I finally encountered my greatest fear this month. I knew it would happen sooner or later. But, I didn't see it coming today. As I snuck out of the hospital to go home today, I bumped into a girl I knew from college. This girl lived underneath me in my apartment complex. I never really got to know her before my last year. But she was in many of my classes. We were both premed. She and I had a public health class about the wonders of drugs. Well, she and I became friends and I found out she lived underneath my apartment. She's got the soul of an angel. But too nice for me. But I would do anything for her if she asked. Well, we always talked about getting into medical school. She always told me that she was going to wait a year first before applying to medical school. Of course, I couldn't wait so I applied so that I could start right after graduating from college. Anyway, she was always saying that she was going to become a waitress and then apply.
Well. I saw her today and she told me that she did a year of research and got into medical school at UC Davis. She was one year behind me. Which is great. I am happy for her. But it pisses me off that I could have waited one year like here and maybe I would have gotten into a UC medical school. That way, I wouldn't have spent three cold years in Chicago. And I wouldn't have had such a hard time trying to come back to California. And I wouldn't have to pay over $30,000 for school. But I should get over it.
Everything happens for a reason. Everything is a learning experience. The future can only be brighter than today.
Well. I saw her today and she told me that she did a year of research and got into medical school at UC Davis. She was one year behind me. Which is great. I am happy for her. But it pisses me off that I could have waited one year like here and maybe I would have gotten into a UC medical school. That way, I wouldn't have spent three cold years in Chicago. And I wouldn't have had such a hard time trying to come back to California. And I wouldn't have to pay over $30,000 for school. But I should get over it.
Everything happens for a reason. Everything is a learning experience. The future can only be brighter than today.