djk29a

15 hours of sleep. Wow...

But that's after no sleep for 48+ hours. I barely ate during that time too... feels like I was fasting except on caffeine and bad junk food. Makes me feel even worse, but something's gotta give to stay alive. It's an odd feeling to be in a situation where you have all the "luxuries" of your life yet you're unable to access any of them for obligations due to job, school, etc. It's possibly an even worse feeling than not having those "luxuries" for me because whatever you worked hard for is being denied to you.

It felt odd coming home after spending so much time in the labs. "Home" felt almost like somebody else's place, like it's not my stuff in here. I had my workstation for myself in the labs with my books and papers, and I made it my home while I worked. But this "home" is something I only seem to use for sleep now. But why do I need this when I could just sleep in the labs where I seem to think I live?

Sometimes I wish I wouldn't procrastinate so much on programming projects, but it's just how I work I suppose.