......and so the post-vacation depression sets it. It is so fucking cold where i live. it is like watching mass hysteria occur over time as it gets long into the winter. people just start to lose their shit. i try to keep to myself during these times.....but that is nearly impossible. ----------------things are strange right now......for a lot of reasons.....friendships get strained, relationships get cloudy and difficult.....and right now i feel as though i don't know exactly where i belong in any of that and i am just confused about what i need to be doing just now..........i trust that the answer will make itself known if i just keep my eyes open......and listen, just listen.
