djbenvolio

jesus i give up. i don't even know where to begin. apparently one doctor who's too arrogant to admit he can make a mistake is enough to cut my soon to be mother in law off from any kind of insurance, pain medication maintanince, and hope for life.

so now i have unhappy situations to resolve between everyone i know, letters to write to local congressmen, and personal grudges to be settled with afforementioned doctors who can't recant even in the face of most certain suicide.

one man's ego for a woman's unbearably painful life. oh well, the system works right? i just shouldn't get too close to people. they don't matter when the bottom line seems too fat one month more than the next.

i'm rambling.

i don't want my fiance's mom to kill herself. but it seems like there's no other end in sight because of medical laws.

i'm sure this could be resolve with a lawsuit, but when she's already selling her house to cover pain maintence on the shitty workman's comp plan she has, and ang and i are broke, how do i go about even beginning to help?


suppose a life isn't worth that much at all.

the day that arrogance cost a life dear to me...ha ha ha.

hope to be in a better and more hopeful mood next time i talk to all of you.