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... life... is ... strange ...

... and confusing ... I dont get it ...

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...I love so much and I dont want to hurt anyone...


....I want to trust and leave things up to life and believe that what is meant to happen, WILL happen, wether I understand the turns it takes on the way or not...


... Im scared... but Im hopeful...







PS:...
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mago:
very well put sweetie...time will tell...take all the time in the world if you need it! I'm gonna be away for a while too, in a few days...take care of yourself!! kiss
themisfit:
Hey Rocka!
Ick war in Berlin am wochenende...hab aber nur ne wohnung von innen gesehen.....!
Ohja und ich bin nicht mehr solo!
Und ich bin glcklich......leben kann ein haufen scheisse sein,zeigt aber genauso oft das es auch anders ist!
ICK BIN EN BERLINA! kiss wink
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WOW what a weekend!

The flat party on Friday went really great! Lots of fun with lots of friends AND lots of strangers biggrin
Our place still looks like a mess and it seems like the party only ended today cause some people stayed over... Ugh and I dont like the cleaning and aftermath... but, oh well.

I posted some fun party pics in a folder......
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themisfit:
Seemed to be a nice party....!
Damnit i was staying home the whole weekend cause in cologne is carnival rught now puke !
Maybe next month i will go to berlin for a couple of days!
Check out the city and party locations!
I hope i will see you on MSN sometime!
It would be nice i think smile !
If you wanna come to cologne someday...pick April,cause we have Fiendfest here in solingen!
Its a battle of german Horrror and graverock bands!
It will be stunning!
only 6 days until 69Eyes!! yeah cant wait!
Stay smooth sweet honey!
BTW:I love your pictures....you look so damn sexy with your eyes and your septum,and....and....hhh.....yes blush kiss
kstar:
Three things I can see from your party pictures...

1) Further proof that at every party ever there will be the 'other' room, where some lefttfield conversation, and chilling shall be going down.

2) Further proof that at every party ever there will be a man with a guitar in the 'other' room

3) Your pals are all stunning.
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WOW my place is gonna be sooooo full in a couple of hours!

Were having a big party! And weve got way too little space in our tiny flat... but we'll be rockin' it! biggrin

Gotta run and do some last minute cleaning around the flat... but Ill be posting lots of fun pics in a couple of hours! (umm or maybe tomorrow morning...lets see how...
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themisfit:
*sigh*...will auch da sein!.....son mist....500km Spassbremse between us!
Aber ich htte die Party gerockt....hahahaha wr das cool gewesen!
Naja vielleicht irgendwann mal...!
Wnsch dir echt verdammt viel spass und lass den Rockstar raushngen!
Ich wr dein erster Groupie verlass dich drauf wink !
A delicious Kiss for a delicious stunning rocknroll girl! kiss kiss
PS:Mach doch auf der Party ein foto fr mich.....dann mach ich auch eins fr dich....(keine angst nix nacktes blush )was lustiges!

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[Edited on Feb 04, 2005 11:12AM]
themisfit:
Hey Honey!
Hoffe du lebst noch!Scheint ja ne super party gewesen zu sein!
Hab jetzt ne Webcam fr MSN!
Aber du versteckst dich ja unter den Bierflaschen von der party am freitag!
Bis bald Sweety!
Der nicht gesellschafts fhige! kiss
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ok, lets have some fun cause Im feeling great!, shall we?

WARNING: Im in a silly mood, so just bare with me here!

Ok here are:

Ten ways to recognize me on the street:

1. If you see a cute petite girl with long brown hair who answers when you call her my name... its me! (>duh! just a really stupid one to start off...
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themisfit:
BTW:Wenn ich demnchst in berlin bin gehen wir mal Rocken wenn du magst.....und durch Mama Berlins strassen springen! wink
Hab ja jetzt nen Job der geld bringt shocked !
Die 69eyes spielen brigens in Kln.....das wird fein....!
Tschau...*wink*
longblackbangs:
I feel you on number five. no matter how many layers are there the weather still cracks my bones. And number six? Was yourcat on a leash? People walking there felines is one of the funniest mental images to me, and to the park no less...that is too much tongue

-billy
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Life feels really strange right now.

Its the worst and the best it has been in a while all at once!

Let me try to explain in metaphors:

I am on a plane. Millions of miles above the safe ground, with nothing but empty space and uncertainity surrounding me. I have been sitting on this plane for some time now, but not until 2 days...
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mago:
Hey there Miss Licious .. wow, what a powerful combo, those are some well thought out words...I hope all is well...see you on the other side.

kiss
obijonk:
i realise it is a very random comment, but i do muchly like your septum piercing smile
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HOST: "Aaaand now...Dedication time! Please welcome this lady on the stage!!!"

*APPLAUSE!!!* biggrin

"Oh, ok..hi..hello my name is, um, Rockalicious, and Id like to..um..dedicate this next song to a very special someone, whos ..recently come into my life and um....turned it upside down in the best ...most incredible...way possible. And this is a really cute song..that always reminds me of him...so, um here it goes!" love

*LE...
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freakpirate:
If calling people sweetie is lame... I'm like... super ultra lame.

coco:
i love that song!

good luck. smile
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What a fine grey winter Sunday in Berlin! It just started snowing smile

Yesterday a friend of mine came over and we watched American Beauty...gotta love that movie!
So while watching I wrote down some of my favourite quotes from it...and now I just have to tell you guys...sorry if some of them sound kinda outta context...but just bare with me here ok? Here we go:...
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obijonk:
ahh well now, see the thing about that is... whatever blush
glassheart:
meow! you are the hottest friend request Ive had in a while!
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alex_l_amour:
auauauauau!the same happened to me my first camera days....now after 2 months i'm going to put a set naked on suicide boys...wait x yours sooo smile
themisfit:
Ich frag sowieso warum ich englisch mit dir rede...lol
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Ok, Im stealing this fom FreakPirate, cause its fun to fill out and fun to read!
PS: he stole it from everyone else (therefore you see, Im not worse than the rest of you!) wink


THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Analy (shock! Im letting my real name out!)
2. Djani (looong story)
3. Analynchen (only my dad calls me this.. its german for saying kittie...
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amitabha:
the quote was actually from a friend of mine.. I wish I could take credit for it.
daniel_13:

Hey there handsome yourself!

Man, you're so lucky living in Berlin. I was there last time for a couple of days before christmas and decided that I either want to move there or to Montreal this summer. If I can ever get myself to move away from Reykjavik that is, which is probably going to be harder than I think right now.

Anyway, things to write, places to go.

ARRR!!!
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oooh, what a fun night yesterday!
Went to a concert with my roommate. We saw this local hardcore band called "my unsaid everything". Those guys were totally mad! I was afraid someone would hurt themselves.. and they did, well one did... the singer punched himself on his lip piercing, ouch! But twas nothing too serious...

Afterwards we ate at this yummy Indian place and talkd...
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daggers:
Thats hilarious.. the first time I saw that I was like hell yeah!!!1 biggrin
obijonk:
you dont happen to know fanny do you? she was rocking it in berlin a couple months ago. she has friends there as far as i know, i'm flattered you'd wanna talk to lil ole me, you're damned gorgeous!! i'm really needing to change my pics on here but i'll get to it soon! lots of love, Jon x
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heres a strange and weirdly amusing story:

Theres this boring, preppy, stuck up guy at my school who besides that ive never had anything against... so the other day, one of my best friends comes over to me and says "oh my god, you wont believe what Patrick just said about us, hes such a rediculous ass!" Their conversation went something like this...

Patrick: dont...
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jasonxstar:
hey thanks for the wishes actually my kitty is ok the surgery went fine and his tumor wasen't that big im so happy and alot of weight is off my shoulders biggrin im just to lazy to update tonight maybe tommrow.
djani:
hehe, you guys are hilarious!!! I love that animation Mago!!! That one is definitely going down in history! Hail Hail!

*gotta find a way to show Sarah and Romina now!*
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o oh, I think I just ate a tad bit too much dark chocolate! blackeyed

I cant help it, Im hopelessly and deliciously adicted! HELP!

I think I need to lay down now, and let my tummy do some hard workin...

Have a good one yall ! kiss kiss





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losing_faith:
ah why are all the pretty nice girls so farr away... ah im drunk *falls over( hehe hello new friend smile *passes out*
mago:
Yes, i did get it thanks for asking, I very much enjoyed it!!..expect something tommorrow....I'm sure your fast asleep but sweet dreams anyways!! wink