dizntz

I update about things like and chinese astrology and drama and love and hate and suicide and suicide girls...or bad songs or worse poetry...

see...

I bet it was pretty hard to pick up girls if you had the Black Death.

So does this mean I don't get to drive it? lol

Hos? Hos? I don't fuck Hos... Do you? lol

:pout: I think I liked it better the way it was then.,.. when I was aloud to drive it.



Brian shmian...pbbt. Boys and there toys... You all suck!

I'm always assuming the worst,
but you're going on none the less
and there's nothing to cusion your heart led fall.
Letters from further away
keep pulling me close to home.
And there's something to cushion my callous sighs.
And I know that you hope for
longer good-byes
embracing for forever
and falling in your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes

Pouring over photographs.
I'm living in your letters.
Breathe deeply from this envelope
it smells like you and I can't be
without that scent.
It's filling me with all you mean to me, to me

Continually failing these trials
but you stand by me none the less
And you won't let me sink
though I'm beggin you.
Phone calls from further away
and messages on my machine,
but I don't ever tell you this distance
seems terrible.
There is no need to test my heart,
with useless space.
These roads go on forever
there'll always be a place for you in my heart.

So I'll hit the pavement
it's gotta be better than waiting
and pushing you far away
cause I'm scared.
So I'll take my chances
and head on my way up there.
Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten.

bleh

How come you haven't joined that group up there ^ ?

you are my hero! you made my paper soooo good!

I think that you and your car are safe... for now.... bwa ha ha ha ha!

update bitch.

While the is nice and always welcome...

UPDATE MOTHER FUCKER!

yep....... I am sitting here hoping my NEW cell phone gets here before I have to leave for your house... I have to call them with the invoice and the serial number and shit... and I called that fucking number and it is active... I have been crying for 2 hours... I think I may take back the joking part of KILLING MYSELF... you would miss me right?

on unrelated news.. the goddamn dog shit and pissed on the floor right after I walked him... and the smell is so bad I can't go in the kitchen without ing..... I WANT TO DIE......RIGHT NOW...

nope...

but in my defense I stole it month and months ago...

[Edited on Apr 09, 2005 4:08PM]

you should update...

thanks

what a sweet guy!!!!! That must be why I love you like I do... Could you just try, just once to be the opposite of asshole?? not that I would recognize it if I saw what that was...

awwww..... you tried. I want you to know I have a big ol' ugly bruise on my back from when *someone* tossed me off the sofa onto the floor on top ot the recorder....

you have 3 friends ^ hurray for you!!!
not that I had anything to do with it... swear!



huh... I really like those Vonage.com phone sevice commercials.. like the one where the guy pushs the tree onto his car..

so... which way are yuou guys heading to Georgia? You should make Brian stop by here so I can.... give you something before you leave.. you know you want tooooooooooooooooo

i am such an asshole.. i am sorry... forgive me?

Hey I apologized publicaly to you here.. on Saterday I think.....


I called the number again and it was some internet pharamacy or something??? soooooo confused...

sigh.. Bella was asleep on the floor in her room this morning. it was sorta sad...so i picked her up and carried her in with me and she slept to 7.30.... awwwww....

i am really tired....

you should comment on this, i have no energy to do it.

isn't this cool?