divjxt6

Warning: The following could be potentially depressing to some.


I once wanted a girlfriend, and someone to hold, someone to express feelings to, just someone that will be there; that never happened. Then I wanted a good friend, kinda like a girlfriend that I could possibly get a little love from, maybe a hug once in a while. You would think I'm asking for a million dollars, because that isn't happening either. I'm almost to the point of thinking, I will always be single. That is very uncomfortable to think about, thinking about being alone, totally alone. I'm a sensitive person, and I have all this love I'd love to give someone, so here I am with all this building up inside, it feels like crap. I feel like no one cares.


I feel that I will just focus on my classes at school now, and hold on for hope that I will meet a great girl that will make me happy. I started TCP/IP yesterday, here's my beautiful new book, haha:





Anyway, I'm going to go be depressed now. Maybe lose myself in a game. :-)