so what do you do, when you dont know what to do???
ok so ive taken the step to go back to college. which is good, but the classes i need to take and the things i need to do arent easy. im amazed how soo many people make it through.. plus the party the way they do. ive gotten that part down, actually i think im an over achiever at that part. so much that im kinda tired of it. buyt im studying and im trying to do the right thing. I know i have about 3 year probably left. but DAMN i dunno if i can handle the next 3 years at my parents house. turnin 27 this coming week on wednesday.. im getting fuckin old, im not progressing, im regressing. im back in my parents house. what the fuck happen. i mean i know i could have stuck it out, kept turnin a wrench and been a mechanic for a career. but i wasnt really feeling it and i had to work a second job just to barely get by. how do you support someone else when you can barely support yourself
I look around at all my good friends and they are moving on, doing better things, buying houses, even on thier second or third house. married, careers kinds. im sittin in my parents house right now typing this blog
eye opener huh
i just want to succeed, i want to make it. im a bright person i know i have what it takes to be successesful.. i may not be able to spell correctly.
Ive been thinking, and im sure everyone feels this way alot... what do i want to do. I mean what do i want to do in my life, where do i want to be. instead of just doing the next step cause you know thats what you are suppose to do.
i have a lot more riding on everything now then i did 8 years ago when i had JUST started college... i should have 2 degrees by now.
I know i want to be HAPPY. i want the women that ive always looked for. im kinda scared that she might not be around. i mean that time frame should be coming around sometime here also about getting married. i dont want to be old and unmarried and then marry and have a kid and be 50 when hes 10. just not right.
Ive just got a lot of shit floating around my head right now bout life in general. i know it will all pan out and im sure you've all heard this "it all happens for a reason" i believe that tooo. sometimes doesnt make sense to me but i believe it
i dunno i know i have a few more thoughts up there right now but i think ive blabbered on enough bout this shit so imma gonna dip out..
haha that sounds like a pretty educated 27yr old huh????
im glad i dont really know anyone on here... this way no one that knows me on a regular basis can see how fucked up i am
ok so ive taken the step to go back to college. which is good, but the classes i need to take and the things i need to do arent easy. im amazed how soo many people make it through.. plus the party the way they do. ive gotten that part down, actually i think im an over achiever at that part. so much that im kinda tired of it. buyt im studying and im trying to do the right thing. I know i have about 3 year probably left. but DAMN i dunno if i can handle the next 3 years at my parents house. turnin 27 this coming week on wednesday.. im getting fuckin old, im not progressing, im regressing. im back in my parents house. what the fuck happen. i mean i know i could have stuck it out, kept turnin a wrench and been a mechanic for a career. but i wasnt really feeling it and i had to work a second job just to barely get by. how do you support someone else when you can barely support yourself
I look around at all my good friends and they are moving on, doing better things, buying houses, even on thier second or third house. married, careers kinds. im sittin in my parents house right now typing this blog
eye opener huh
i just want to succeed, i want to make it. im a bright person i know i have what it takes to be successesful.. i may not be able to spell correctly.
Ive been thinking, and im sure everyone feels this way alot... what do i want to do. I mean what do i want to do in my life, where do i want to be. instead of just doing the next step cause you know thats what you are suppose to do.
i have a lot more riding on everything now then i did 8 years ago when i had JUST started college... i should have 2 degrees by now.
I know i want to be HAPPY. i want the women that ive always looked for. im kinda scared that she might not be around. i mean that time frame should be coming around sometime here also about getting married. i dont want to be old and unmarried and then marry and have a kid and be 50 when hes 10. just not right.
Ive just got a lot of shit floating around my head right now bout life in general. i know it will all pan out and im sure you've all heard this "it all happens for a reason" i believe that tooo. sometimes doesnt make sense to me but i believe it
i dunno i know i have a few more thoughts up there right now but i think ive blabbered on enough bout this shit so imma gonna dip out..
haha that sounds like a pretty educated 27yr old huh????
im glad i dont really know anyone on here... this way no one that knows me on a regular basis can see how fucked up i am