Read now cuase ill prolly delete it soon..fell apart, crumbled and it is now dust
Current mood: crushed
ok so call me gay for writing a blog for other people to read about this, but dude need to vent also.. or maybe i just need a lil more testosterone in my system..
but yeah so i wrote the FALLS APART blog down below.. well it has now amounted to this one, im not really sure where its gonna lead since i have a lil alcohol in me and just had a convo with who this may be about anyways..
so i just moved down to Fl 3 weeks ago, this coming saturday will be a month. I have already have seemed to have gotten myself into a situation that i ALWAYS get into and it involves women. I always meet someone, we talk a bit, get to know each other and both develope mutual feelings. Its a start of something so they are both mutual at that point. Well i always seem to get into a problem where i meet someone and its bad timing. I.E. either just got out of a long relationship, moving, not looking to date what have you. Now i know everyone has there downfalls and unattractive qualities. i know i have a few. im not totally sure what they all are, not cuase im an arrogent son of a bitch like a lot of guys ive met. but i guess just cause im ignorant to see them. But my personality is to be a smart ass, witty and sarcatic. MY CLOSE friends know this about me, and they also know (MY CLOSE friends) that i always try to help in any situation i can. i have know noticed that my "helping" or "advice" may be misread by people as trying to "pursuade" them into a certain direction. I never try to persuade anyone into any direction. Ok so ive taked a few classes of psychology, sicne that was gonna be my major. so i always try to show both sides. but at the same time I myself can be blind to both side.. Hence i dont have my Phd is Psych. But yeah all this rambling on is do to a situation that i got into over a GIRL, its always a girl. my major problems always involve a girl.. all other things i can figure out for the most part, but the BIG problems are girls for me.
So in the 3 weeks ive been here found met and managed to push away someone i was totally interested in. now my CLOSE FRIENDS also know that i "talk" about sex a bit. but when im totally interested in someone, thats in the back of the mind and is totally not something im shooting for.
anyways so to end this fucking senseless rambling on about a whole lot of NOTHING that isnt important to anyone..
I met a girl totally digged her, she was inbetween a recent BF she just had, we chilled, had a great time, i tried to give a lil advice to help her decide if she wanted to stay with him. it was read as me being an ass, she got back with him and now they are engaged. and now she wants nothing to do with me... crazy huh.
WHAT A CRAZY WORLD WE LIVE IN.
just cuase you get older, doesnt mean you get smarter... believe me, i know personally. if i got older with age, i would have figured out how to make something like a relationship last
any advice????
Current mood: crushed
ok so call me gay for writing a blog for other people to read about this, but dude need to vent also.. or maybe i just need a lil more testosterone in my system..
but yeah so i wrote the FALLS APART blog down below.. well it has now amounted to this one, im not really sure where its gonna lead since i have a lil alcohol in me and just had a convo with who this may be about anyways..
so i just moved down to Fl 3 weeks ago, this coming saturday will be a month. I have already have seemed to have gotten myself into a situation that i ALWAYS get into and it involves women. I always meet someone, we talk a bit, get to know each other and both develope mutual feelings. Its a start of something so they are both mutual at that point. Well i always seem to get into a problem where i meet someone and its bad timing. I.E. either just got out of a long relationship, moving, not looking to date what have you. Now i know everyone has there downfalls and unattractive qualities. i know i have a few. im not totally sure what they all are, not cuase im an arrogent son of a bitch like a lot of guys ive met. but i guess just cause im ignorant to see them. But my personality is to be a smart ass, witty and sarcatic. MY CLOSE friends know this about me, and they also know (MY CLOSE friends) that i always try to help in any situation i can. i have know noticed that my "helping" or "advice" may be misread by people as trying to "pursuade" them into a certain direction. I never try to persuade anyone into any direction. Ok so ive taked a few classes of psychology, sicne that was gonna be my major. so i always try to show both sides. but at the same time I myself can be blind to both side.. Hence i dont have my Phd is Psych. But yeah all this rambling on is do to a situation that i got into over a GIRL, its always a girl. my major problems always involve a girl.. all other things i can figure out for the most part, but the BIG problems are girls for me.
So in the 3 weeks ive been here found met and managed to push away someone i was totally interested in. now my CLOSE FRIENDS also know that i "talk" about sex a bit. but when im totally interested in someone, thats in the back of the mind and is totally not something im shooting for.
anyways so to end this fucking senseless rambling on about a whole lot of NOTHING that isnt important to anyone..
I met a girl totally digged her, she was inbetween a recent BF she just had, we chilled, had a great time, i tried to give a lil advice to help her decide if she wanted to stay with him. it was read as me being an ass, she got back with him and now they are engaged. and now she wants nothing to do with me... crazy huh.
WHAT A CRAZY WORLD WE LIVE IN.
just cuase you get older, doesnt mean you get smarter... believe me, i know personally. if i got older with age, i would have figured out how to make something like a relationship last
any advice????
divinevr6:
thanks babe...