I hope she doesnt think I didnt call cuz I didnt care. I know she has to do what she has to do to get better. I dont want her to move on. I want her to get better. I love her like Ive never loved anybody before, and I know she loves me. Were ment for each other. Theirs just obsticals in the way. One day those obsicals (spell check ruined me) wont be there, but will we still feel the same about each other. We havent know each other for that long and it feels like years. I wish somebody had a remedy or a quick fix. I need a quick fix of her. Her smile, her wit, her beauty. Im addictied worse than any drug Ive ever tried. If a drug could make me feel the way she did, some body call the doctor. Im on drugs now and their not supposed to let me get depressed. Im crying at work. Im weak. Im sad. Theres a void. Fighting or not...were suppose to be together. But we can't. How fucked up is that? Im lost in a ocean of emotion. I hope shes alright, wherever she is.
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