disynthetic

Finally going to name one.

Cynical; Am I Cared For?
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held captive by prying eyes,
singular staring demise
blistering, searing, hate.
i wanted a reason to evolve
evolve past this vicious
misbetrayal of honor.

virtue is the act of an act.
where is your play?
virtue is not inherent,
as you proudly display.
can't set things right,
if you never
wanted it that way.

falling backwards into eternity,
no hand outstretched in sight.
tumbling. scared. alone.
fear is the mindkiller, but
would a killer mind?
cared-- convenient past-tense,
has denied my only defense.