I've not been on SG lately much, I took a short retreat to other sites that give me more feedback and friends.
*sigh* I still think this site hasn't offered much social yeld with the amount I appreciate it for.
I think it's time to change my status from I love the SG site, to it's okay.
sad news.
Well Brighter things have come in my retreat, and since my last blog if anyone read that blased fucking thing. If anyone cares that is....
I did find worth girls to get chatty with, and the sweet talk finally sank into both girls whom I felt strongly about.
However I dug my own grave of not telling either one of them about each other as I flirted with them to bring a long distamce relationship. As I told one the truth the gates of hell opened, of coarse.
Not far way was the point to where I was forced to choose who I wanted and leave the other behind in heartache.
Truly it was one of the hardest decisions to make in my life, only because I cared for both like they were my own embodiement. (wait...is that even valid, or even a word? Fuck it I'm keeping it)
My decision was firm in the end and I choose the girl I seen more probablity with, and hoping to stay in the path to become loved once more. I'm not taken offically yet though, but I dare say I'm trying to be exclusive for her and to abide by her wishes.
Trying to patch another girls broken heart is tough work, and brings sorrow especially when I'm the cause of it. Well it was all ver, very interesting finally bonding with other Pisces out there, it was like a dream come true. I'd waited very long to get that chance to do so... but my objective isn't completed fully until I've shared a legit relationship with one. I'm hoping things go well here. If only Spring would rush here faster and California was one hour away in walking distance..... the things I would enjoy
...oh I cannot forget, a special person had responded to my testimonial recently. I just noticed it today, I hope she reads this and smiles with a crown of some sort overhead. It's so nice to see words change a person's mood to a bright one. Words are so powerful, and lucky I'm able to speak good one's about others natrally and freely.
-SMK
*sigh* I still think this site hasn't offered much social yeld with the amount I appreciate it for.
I think it's time to change my status from I love the SG site, to it's okay.
sad news.
Well Brighter things have come in my retreat, and since my last blog if anyone read that blased fucking thing. If anyone cares that is....
I did find worth girls to get chatty with, and the sweet talk finally sank into both girls whom I felt strongly about.
However I dug my own grave of not telling either one of them about each other as I flirted with them to bring a long distamce relationship. As I told one the truth the gates of hell opened, of coarse.
Not far way was the point to where I was forced to choose who I wanted and leave the other behind in heartache.
Truly it was one of the hardest decisions to make in my life, only because I cared for both like they were my own embodiement. (wait...is that even valid, or even a word? Fuck it I'm keeping it)
My decision was firm in the end and I choose the girl I seen more probablity with, and hoping to stay in the path to become loved once more. I'm not taken offically yet though, but I dare say I'm trying to be exclusive for her and to abide by her wishes.
Trying to patch another girls broken heart is tough work, and brings sorrow especially when I'm the cause of it. Well it was all ver, very interesting finally bonding with other Pisces out there, it was like a dream come true. I'd waited very long to get that chance to do so... but my objective isn't completed fully until I've shared a legit relationship with one. I'm hoping things go well here. If only Spring would rush here faster and California was one hour away in walking distance..... the things I would enjoy
...oh I cannot forget, a special person had responded to my testimonial recently. I just noticed it today, I hope she reads this and smiles with a crown of some sort overhead. It's so nice to see words change a person's mood to a bright one. Words are so powerful, and lucky I'm able to speak good one's about others natrally and freely.
-SMK
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