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missing is an odd, twisted and seemingly everlasting state, and it can truly suck ass loads. i just clicked on your name because you were at the top of the 'recent journal entry' list..and i thought i could leave a lil note.

i think we miss people because, in some small way, we are (understandably &) egocentrically missing the way that we used to *be* with them - who we were, how we felt, what we learned, who we met, and why. if it's a good thing to be a part, then all you need to think about is that beautiful incredible time when you can be exactly who you want to me - mutually exclusive from anyone else in the world. just you, a happy you, inside your own head and able to interact in the world in such a way that makes sense.

blessings and (oo! i was worried about writing 'god bless' or 'blessings' in case that wasn't your thing..and then i saw that buddha was one of the things you cant live without..are you poking fun or serious? )

..ehem. where was i?

blessings and let me know how it all pans out for you! looking forward to it because everyone's got something special about theeeeem...as cliche as that sounds - the reason it's a cliche is because its true (in this case) yay.

butterfly wings,
holly.

what are your gifts?

someone once implicated that i might be an 'indigo child' if that's what you're refering to...but despite all the beautiful blessings ive received im absolutely adamant that i wont let anyone - any 'human' - ask me to do something for them...i only have my most spiritual moments when nature compels me towards someone, to whisper in their ear what their angel wishes for them, to inspire them towards the secret goal that they've harbored all their life...etc..

ha! never thought i'd say THAT on suicidegirls.

so much to learn. what do you know? i love listening, so speak when you can and i'll gladly recieve your thoughts.

lalala *dances*

nice to meet you mister.