So much going on lately, don't know where exactly to begin this post......
Ever been in that sort of quandry where you want to scream something from the mountain tops but simultaneously need to bite your tongue? It's my constant inner struggle. I need to vent or I may explode, Chernoble style, infecting all those around me with the release of months and possibly years of suppression.
I am aware of my tendancy to be slightly stealth in the release of such information, as in I talk in codes in hopes that someone might get me, but this time around, hell perhaps even from here on in, this is simply a survival tactic. I gotta get it out somehow, to someone, some way..........
This song keeps me up at night ( still )..... Love, Love ( speak to me ) by The Basics.
" I don't know if I will ever hear from you again.
I guess I feel you're not content, not willing to be friends.
Oh, yes, now girl........
Makes me feel so stupid when I think of where things went.
Guess all that attention musta gone straight to our heads.
When it gets in there with all the thiking that goes on,
Really aint no big surprise how things can go so wrong.
Oh yes now girl.......
Should silence be the way this story ends?
I said, Love Love. Won't ya speak to me?
Don't ya let it fall apart this way.
'Cause there is much, much too much between us, babe.
How can there there be nothing more to say?
Well I must admit while writing this Jeff Buckley had it right.
'Avoid the pain of trying to forget her every night.'
'Cause sometimes songs are thrapy and sometimes they're just pain.
You wanna hide them deep in the bottom of your heart and never hear from them again.
Oh yes now girl...... ohhhhh..... oh yes now girl.....
Should silence be the way this story ends?"
....sometimes I wonder if I'm not actually just losing the fuckin plot. It's highly possible of course. I mean, if something is surpressed for so long then every aspect of life is changed to manage that surpression.
...Ah fuck it. Gotta work now anyway. Thanks for listening, my invisible friend.
Ever been in that sort of quandry where you want to scream something from the mountain tops but simultaneously need to bite your tongue? It's my constant inner struggle. I need to vent or I may explode, Chernoble style, infecting all those around me with the release of months and possibly years of suppression.
I am aware of my tendancy to be slightly stealth in the release of such information, as in I talk in codes in hopes that someone might get me, but this time around, hell perhaps even from here on in, this is simply a survival tactic. I gotta get it out somehow, to someone, some way..........
This song keeps me up at night ( still )..... Love, Love ( speak to me ) by The Basics.
" I don't know if I will ever hear from you again.
I guess I feel you're not content, not willing to be friends.
Oh, yes, now girl........
Makes me feel so stupid when I think of where things went.
Guess all that attention musta gone straight to our heads.
When it gets in there with all the thiking that goes on,
Really aint no big surprise how things can go so wrong.
Oh yes now girl.......
Should silence be the way this story ends?
I said, Love Love. Won't ya speak to me?
Don't ya let it fall apart this way.
'Cause there is much, much too much between us, babe.
How can there there be nothing more to say?
Well I must admit while writing this Jeff Buckley had it right.
'Avoid the pain of trying to forget her every night.'
'Cause sometimes songs are thrapy and sometimes they're just pain.
You wanna hide them deep in the bottom of your heart and never hear from them again.
Oh yes now girl...... ohhhhh..... oh yes now girl.....
Should silence be the way this story ends?"
....sometimes I wonder if I'm not actually just losing the fuckin plot. It's highly possible of course. I mean, if something is surpressed for so long then every aspect of life is changed to manage that surpression.
...Ah fuck it. Gotta work now anyway. Thanks for listening, my invisible friend.
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rin:
i know it happens every day, but i am morbid!
missshell:
excuse me i paid you my full attention and the boy is in spain! hahaha but it/s ok, i still have simon there to stare at...lucky i/m down with all the boys and umm of course you can see my boobs...it/s like anytime we/re in a car together! you know that point where they just come out...hahaha