disposablehero

i think i have been lonely recently. just lonely in a general sense. i'm not longing for that special someone or anything like that. i wish my close friends lived closer to me. they have all moved away. i feel like nobody that really knows who i am is left around these parts. i wish i also had friends around here that at least shared common interests with me. i also wish it was easier for me to make friends with guys. i can seem to befriend any female with the greatest of ease. i need some gamer guy friends in my area. my roommates somewhat count. if we're not smoking weed together, then we kinda do our own thing. i almost feel like sometimes that weed is a requirement for hanging out in the same room. i know that's not true, but you can't help but think that way around here sometimes. anyway, i'm going to try to stop moping around and eat some food. maybe i'll play some more Doom when i'm done.