disenchanted

My weight loss conundrum is biting at me again. I'm sure I will, but I'm not sure why. I don't particularly buy society's ideal that we all have to be really thin in order to be hawt. I'm not fat by any means, though I'd bet that there are those who would disagree, but I'm sure that the meat around my middle disqualifies me from being hawt in some way. The thing is, I like my meat, and while I do want to be in shape, I don't want to lose my shape.

What a completely worthless thing this is to be thinking about.. .

Sheesh!