disenchanted

The dermatologist didn't believe me when I told her of my skin disease, so when she wrote the prescription for this gooey crap I was supposed to slather my face with to keep the tiny bits of yuck away, she didn't take the disease into account. Now, not only is my face burning, welty and scaling, it's fuckin' swollen and I'm dizzy from this shit. Swollen eyelid tissue makes me sleepy, because I feel like my eyes are trying to force themselves closed. I'm not sure what I was thinkin' when I agreed to try this. I don't take medicine...I don't even take vitamins...and when I do partake in a bit of the medicinal fixyness, I try to make it the herbal/Ancient Chinese kind, but I thought that this might actually help and that it couldn't hurt to try. OY! It fuckin' hurts, gawd dammit.