i'm sick again, damn it.
i miss them.
it hurts.
i cry a lot now.
a lot.
for no real reason.
my grandmother's stiching on my pillow case.
the chiming of my grandfather's grandfather clocks.
paintings.
little black sambo.
baby blankets.
handkerchiefs.
folded paper.
beautiful things.
silent tears.
an aweful lot of them.
mom asked me what i wanted from their house.
"nothing," i said. "i have plenty."
i do...
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it hurts.
i cry a lot now.
a lot.
for no real reason.
my grandmother's stiching on my pillow case.
the chiming of my grandfather's grandfather clocks.
paintings.
little black sambo.
baby blankets.
handkerchiefs.
folded paper.
beautiful things.
silent tears.
an aweful lot of them.
mom asked me what i wanted from their house.
"nothing," i said. "i have plenty."
i do...
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schmelectra:
i'm hungry.
almost hungry enough for a pizza.
almost.
almost hungry enough for a pizza.
almost.
Are you gonna live your life wonderin' standing in the back lookin' around?
Are you gonna waste your time thinkin' how you've grown up or how you missed out?
Things are never gonna be the way you want.
Where's it gonna get you acting serious?
Things are never gonna be quite what you want.
Or even at 25, you gotta start sometime.
I'm on my...
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Are you gonna waste your time thinkin' how you've grown up or how you missed out?
Things are never gonna be the way you want.
Where's it gonna get you acting serious?
Things are never gonna be quite what you want.
Or even at 25, you gotta start sometime.
I'm on my...
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schmelectra:
word. but i'm cool now. 
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miloryan:
What are you doin for the work these days anyway? it's cool though cause the roomie is having a few people over for a lost party.
miloryan:
What did you think of Lost? I like the previous week better. Next week promises of story line answers!
Listen man, I got two thngs of pit juice for the price of one.
I think that i finished like half of a bottle of grey goose.
Dude, I gotta go to work in the morning. I'm kinda fuckin hammered. I don't know.
Who wants to get me some Muchas Gracias?
I think that i finished like half of a bottle of grey goose.
Dude, I gotta go to work in the morning. I'm kinda fuckin hammered. I don't know.
Who wants to get me some Muchas Gracias?
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buckknuckle:
Haha! Drunk sarah is awesome!
miloryan:
What did you think of Lost? I thought it was pretty damn good. When you gonna have me come over and watch an episode already!?
Perhaps you think this is obvious. But, on the off chance that some of you are not yet attuned to it, be aware: why do you suppose the phrase "giving aid and comfort to our enemies", or just "giving comfort to our enemies", comes up so often? After all, talking of "providing comfort" to someone is an old-fashioned sort of phrase. A couple of random...
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schmelectra:
my fear is that no one knows how crazy i am because i guard so much of it. maybe that isn't true, but it feels like it is. maybe my news years resolution should be to let go of the fear and really just feel what i feel and communicate it. maybe this is the source of my problems. maybe if i wasn't afraid of who i am, then i could meet people and not have to worry about them seeing this side of me that i think they won't like because i don't like it either.
Perhaps you think this is obvious. But, on the off chance that some of you are not yet attuned to it, be aware: why do you suppose the phrase "giving aid and comfort to our enemies", or just "giving comfort to our enemies", comes up so often? After all, talking of "providing comfort" to someone is an old-fashioned sort of phrase. A couple of random...
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i once knew a boy
In the years of my youth
with eyes like the summer
all beauty and truth
in the morning i fled
left a note and it read
someday you will be loved.
i cannot pretend that i felt any regret
cause each broken heart will eventually mend
as the blood runs red down the needle and thread
someday you will be...
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In the years of my youth
with eyes like the summer
all beauty and truth
in the morning i fled
left a note and it read
someday you will be loved.
i cannot pretend that i felt any regret
cause each broken heart will eventually mend
as the blood runs red down the needle and thread
someday you will be...
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miloryan:
Are you taking a poetry class? Either way I like it. How's school for you this term? I'm glad I'm back in it, I think I'm in love with my art teacher. Member that one time we were gonna hang out? Maybe when the lost comes back on the air I'll come watch it at your place.
cranky ass... 
should i, or should i not be able to leave myself a testimonial?
all i want to say is that "this bitch is rockin'!"
all i want to say is that "this bitch is rockin'!"
miloryan:
Funny business? Shit that was like forever ago. I guess I need to update. That and I'm still waiting for you to come over...then there might be some funny business...or a slap in the face.
it's snowing. it's snowing. it's snowing.
no school.
no work.
it's snowing!
no school.
no work.
it's snowing!
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schmelectra:
i bet you could get some at walgreen's
schmelectra:
oh dear. i don't think they have that...
i guess it's a good thing your homework isn't due tomorrow...
i guess it's a good thing your homework isn't due tomorrow...
check it out, its a motherfucking winter wonderland. alright.
buckknuckle:
Dude, you should work in the deli. Subs and potato salad..... oh yes....