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thanks to everyone who was concerned but yeah im ok now

i spoke to a lady at uni who deals with student problems (mainly dyslexic ones like funding and tutors) i told her about all the stuff that was going on at uni like the reason why i haddnt been in two months was mainly because whenever i did go in and needed help with anything i was made to feel stupid. if i asked something to be explained to be id get a why dont you read it response. id say id read it and id be told well read it again or look it up on google as well as other unhelpful things. they know im dyslexic and dont get things that easily sometimes but whenever i asked for help id get the brush off and they basically made me feel stupid. lessons were never planned properly so noone would know when to go in and just other stupid unorganised shit. this had been going on since i started nearly 2 years ago and it just gets to you considering your meant to be in uni everyweek and this all goes on.

so yeah i told her everything and got upset and told her i was stressed and stuff and she emailed the tutor and organised a meeting with him. the next day we all had a meeting together and she sat there taking notes while the tutor actually spent an hour going through the brief with me. i know he only did that cos she was there but yeah. i feel abit better about the project now but cos ive missed out on time i have to know make one project into two as i was meant to do two separate projects. the lady also did a 3 weeks time table for me which was lovely of her as i know what to do on what days and what work needs to be done and who to go see and its been very helpful. im so bad at planning my time. im greatful she did this for me and sorted it all out as i really thought there was no hope so it really does help to talk. im just worried i wont do enough work to pass this year and i really dont wanna repeat it

anyway yeah its scary that i hand in this project on tuesday and then im free until september. cant wait.

i also cant wait for my photography weekend with snowy, leilani and machiko. were gonna take photos all day and theyre gonna teach me how to properly use my slr and were gonna go for a picnic and other things. I so cant wait
its something to look forward too as ive been feeling stressed and down these last couple of months.


i was bored and got my other tragus pierced the other day yay.

erm my boy brought me a case of 12 of these:


best flavour ever!! GUAVA!!!

i so cant wait till uni is over next week.
next week im gonna catch up with OZ as a new dvd came today
catch up on series 2 of the wire.
prob do some baking as i havnt done it in ages.


ohh i also got these le creuset heart shaped ramkins.

i got 2 red ones and my boy brought me 2 blue ones but the blue ones have lids
i made heart shaped mac and cheese in them last week yum