For those of you that don't know me . My name is Steve. I am from the Columbus , Ohio area. Actually going to be moving to Clintonville ( that is in Columbus ).
I am beginning to think that it is my lot in life to be broken. My "friends" do it to me. Relationships never go right. I have come to the conclusion that there is something wrong with me.
For the better part of the last 3 years I have felt alone. Actually it might be longer than that. I just want to explode. Maybe I should wake up and realize that all I have is me and that is the way it is going to be. I push people away because I don't know I can handle the pain that comes with being close to someone. Perhaps I am the strongest coward that I know.
I have tried so hard to be there for everyone I know. I have tried so hard to be the one who does the right thing simply because I can and after pouring myself out I wonder who is going to be there for me and have come to the conclusion that it is me.
I know that no man is an island but why the hell does it always feel that way?
I am beginning to think that it is my lot in life to be broken. My "friends" do it to me. Relationships never go right. I have come to the conclusion that there is something wrong with me.
For the better part of the last 3 years I have felt alone. Actually it might be longer than that. I just want to explode. Maybe I should wake up and realize that all I have is me and that is the way it is going to be. I push people away because I don't know I can handle the pain that comes with being close to someone. Perhaps I am the strongest coward that I know.
I have tried so hard to be there for everyone I know. I have tried so hard to be the one who does the right thing simply because I can and after pouring myself out I wonder who is going to be there for me and have come to the conclusion that it is me.
I know that no man is an island but why the hell does it always feel that way?
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Crazy...but I literally know exactly how that feels.