It is March 4th and I am currently 25 days away from going on vacation . I will be spending 10 days in Europe . Mostly in Ireland.
Each and every week and push myself and push myself and I work my ass off ... and at one point I knew why I did it. I wanted to be a rockstar and I wanted to buy a new guitar and a piano and was thinking about moving to Cali to pursue acting while songwriting on the side.
SOmewhere in the rush of life I think I lost site of my passions. Just recently I think I rediscovered them.
I didnt take on the ridiculous amount of hours and throw myself into my work to buy a guitar ... I know I did it to escape and now I am facing spending 10 days away from my escape and I will be left with nothing but me and my thoughts in a foreign country.
I know I should be excited about the time to rest , but I would be lying if I said that I wasn't scared to be alone with my thoughts.
Each and every week and push myself and push myself and I work my ass off ... and at one point I knew why I did it. I wanted to be a rockstar and I wanted to buy a new guitar and a piano and was thinking about moving to Cali to pursue acting while songwriting on the side.
SOmewhere in the rush of life I think I lost site of my passions. Just recently I think I rediscovered them.
I didnt take on the ridiculous amount of hours and throw myself into my work to buy a guitar ... I know I did it to escape and now I am facing spending 10 days away from my escape and I will be left with nothing but me and my thoughts in a foreign country.
I know I should be excited about the time to rest , but I would be lying if I said that I wasn't scared to be alone with my thoughts.
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kellyjanice:
dude i never realized how close we live... no shit i just applied to their schools...okay so as you were saying... ireland is my dream to visit... i have been to many other countries but not ireland and that is where i want to go... i understand being afraid of your thoughts i have been to that point many times... just go with it you may learn something about yourself 
recordandplay:
Somebody needs to uuuuuuuupdate.